Rainbow after the heavy rain
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Dear lovely Readers,

I'm touched by all of your concern. I appreciate all your advices. Thanks so much. I know you want the best for me. I've taken all your words into my fullest consideration. All of your advices mean so much to me. Be it the negatives or the positives. I treasure them so much. (:

However, my readers, my apologies if my decision triggers any emotions in your heart. To me, if my heart is sincere in loving him, even if he hurts me that much, i would sincerely forgive him and gives him another chance. No man is born perfect without any mistakes. I may not know what was running through his mind at that point of time, when he did that mistake. Perhaps, he was too confused. Too sudden to absorb anything to his mind. As a human and as someone who loves him truly, i should understand him and the position he was in.

I am angry, no doubt. But if i were to only see the negativities in him, and all the faults he made, wouldnt that mean, i'm dwelling on this matter? When this can actually be settled in a good way.

Remember, in every trials and sorrows He gives us, He has a reason. God is always fair to his people and never fail to give us chances every now and then, despite the disappointments we've given him. Thus, what status do i have not to forgive Hasif and who am i not to give him another chance?

After knowing my decision, once again, i apologise if i have disappoint any one here. Believe me, that's never my intention. I'm just following my heart, who's sincerely loves Hasif truly.

Thanks for the understanding (:


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Wednesday, March 3, 2010
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The Sea the breeze, anyone?
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Just as i thought, everything is going on perfectly fine, it seems like many things are still lacking. All the million thoughts that kept swirling in my little head just couldn't get itself out. I truly miss the time when i'm out with someone without having to worry about anything, doing just nothing with each other's companion. A great outing those were with smiles in within.

Craving for various kind of titbits, lazing around the coastline, chatting about all sorts of thing with the refreshing breeze to sweep the feet off. Definitely there is someone in the mind for whom i wanna share those moments with. Unfortunately, I couldnt foresee it to be coming all true.

The wraft is just so strong that i feel like abandoning red away.

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