Was doing some revisions when something suddenly came to mind which really urged me to blog this out.

I despise people who abused their 'speciality' to win everything. Not only that, also not being sensitive towards other's feelings! That includes bad-mouthing about other people without their presence. As indirectly, they are telling us that they actually speak vulgar about us in our absence.

And oh, if you were to be one of those kind, please move out from my life as i won't tolerate with these kind of attitudes from you ever again. Cos i believe i have more great friends around me!

p/s: you donneed to show how good/intelligent/beauteous/marvelous you are cos if you do, it very well means ure badly seeking for attention. And mind you, people ARE'NT THAT BLIND! (:

if u think u can delude us by faking ur identity, ure totally wrong (:
And if u forgot, we are now living in this MODERN TECHNOLOGY ERA for goodness sake! (:

please reflect on your behavior, thank you. I pray may you be a more civilised person. Or at least, please dont bring shame to OUR female's society (:

Ashamed and utterly dissapointed by you.
the hatreds were accumulated ever since before and now it erupts! Takecare!

I'm dead tired. supeeeer tired. Last two days, slept over at cousie's crib. It was a total awesome. Been aeons since i took my shower at her place, haha! On top of that, Kak yanti joined in as well. So yeap, more joy and merriment with our boisterous laughters during those nights! (:

On the first night, we only had our 2 hours of sleep. Despite all yawns and headaches, it was super beneficial since all chapters have been successfully covered, wooohoo! Also, all doubts have been settled by the help of cousin. She's the best person on earth man! really! (:

The second night, that was when kak yanti joined us, keeping us company through the night while we were seriously mugging. Nevertheless, she soon fell asleep since she'll be working the next morning, hoho! (: And oh seriously, shes freaking gorgeous! I wonder how she can actually manage to maintain her body shape despite her elephant-amount eatings. LOL! After Os, we promised to go for some body/facial/hair rehabilitation, Yesaaaah!! More to that, Along Amah has the card which can provides up to 20% discounts for those, especially the hair part. woohoo! (:

So today, thought of just staying at couzie's place till before dusk to continue studying. But somehow, we changed our plan and headed Changi Airport instead, since we were dying for poppeye! Initially, we hit the MacD for our late breakfast cum early lunch. Double cheeseburger meal upsized for both. And in someways, i was being so high today that i acted lunatically retarded. In which it makes Cousin laughed her ass off! LOL!



See.. Like what i have told you, i was acting insane! Yea, maybe more to being lunatic! Neah! well, actually, cousin was video-ing me and i too, was down with some tension, that i had to use that method to keep myself fresh and rejoice! lol! (: And oh, i wonder why the heck my voice sounded that way, hmm.. LOL! =P





From those pictures taken at the above, it can be inferred that cousin was out of work at that point of time. Probably because she was down with excessive stress that she needed some entertainments to withdraw herself from feeling the intense tension! Ok cut the crap, SS has longed said goodbye! LOL! but from it, u can infer how much i miss doing that subj! Hais!

Headed town straight after the maths paper with Lil sister.
We shopped like we never did before. And yes, surprisingly, i spent a total of $125!
The very first time in my life, spending that amount! Usually, i would spend like a maximum of $20. Well, probably, i was so over the moon that i seem to lose my mind! haha PERHAPS! (:
p/s: i had a fantabulous time with you, syg! and oh, thanks for teaching me how to SHOP! haha

Kaseh:
don ever have the feeling regret in life. Nothing can bring you back to the past. Look ahead! In another words, learn from the past!

Oh well, that was the advice i received from LilSister when i sobbed about the balances in my bank account. LOL! haha

That very well means, the next time i'll go shopping is NEXT YEAR! (:
Mark my words! =)

After which, BF and Rafi dropped by my house for a guitar session. haha.. Yea! im missing MRbf so much that i feel like keeping parts of him at home. His pinch-able face in particular, LOL!




And so today, as usual met Tini again for our mugging routine.
Unfortunately, i don feel good at that point of time. It feels like there was a spin going on in my head. In which it apparently caused by muscle contractions due to yesterday's endless walk, which was from Bugis to Suntec then continued to penin. You tell me, who'd not get tired or feel any contractions in the muscle the next day? hmm.. (:



The reason why i camwore-d!
2hrs of revising seems more than sufficient for me today! haha =)

Anyway... these few days, i realised that i somehow was down with some kind of short-term-memory sickness. Firstly, i'd always forget to put on some makeups whenever i go out. Which that is like my every day routine. There was a time when i've already planned the type of color make ups to put on. After applying on JUST compact powder on my face satisfyingly, i would keep everything back and proceed out of the house. Then a few hours later, i will then realise that ive yet to apply any other make ups on myself. And that went on for several days.

Well, after much thinking and reflecting about it, i came to a conclusion. A conclusion that somehow told me the reason why there is such thing called ''over-confidence''.

Did i tell you that i applied the powder on my face satisfyingly? Yea, i was satisfied that i forgot about other things. Well, that is similar to being 'over-confident'' during examinations. You were satisfied with yourself and your preparations that when the actual day arrives, you tend to forget some or worst, everything that u have prepared or learnt before hand. So the moral of the story is, be humble in everything you do. Or in another words, be modest. Well, optimally, i learnt that from my short-term-memory sickness, heh! (:

Hiatus again!

At night, alone i curled on bed,
flashing through those instants in my head,
sorrows gripped, for repentance i seek,
tears dropped, leaving still the sins behind,
for pardons i prayed, for the things ive done,
may peace be upon me in the time to come...

I was in my parents room when i had a small talk with both ayah and ibu, regarding teenagers these days. Ayah then told me something. Something really crippled me with fear.

''mula-mula memang kene paksa. lama2, insya'allah dengan sendirinya kita akan redha. sesiapa yang tidak mengikut perintah Allah, neraka lah baginya''

Paralysed with fear, i went mum, reminiscing those days when i profoundly felt fear of god.
I was just 8 then, having a party in my class at that point of time. I asked Razemir for the nuggets he brought from home. He then pointed at the table with various kind of food. I then scanned for his nuggets and instantly gobbled them up the minute i saw it. Later on, to my utter dismay, i was told that his nuggets were place at the far end of the table, and not in the middle. Worst, i heard that the nuggets i ate may not be halal. Seized with unbearable fears and sins, i begged for forgiveness from god every now and then right after that incident, like as though my life was about to be taken away soon.

Now, i am 17, almost to 18. Knowing what is right and wrong, still, i always forgo those terms and do everything i feel like it without considering its consequences. I was so different compared to whom i was, when i was still a kid. Thinking of this, can really make break me into tears. Well, all in all, i hope, my eyes have now finally opened to welcome my new set of journey to be well continued. Insya'allah.

Anw.. Since many have been bugging me for the Raya pictures, i finally have the time to post them up here. So yup, here goes....




Both guys raya-ing at my house, with my cooking dished out on the table =D


Bee hoon goreng, thumbs up from MRbf, haha yay! (=


Love the picture despite me having no eyes. Thanks eh Hyrul! haha


Hyrul, the Tom. Kaseh the Jerry? haha Lol!


Asmaradana.. Lol! (=


The 'arts' from the art student, MRbf (=
haha