13th, i hope everything will run smoothly well (: For the missing presence ive been feeling is unbearable. Kudos to facebook for the reliance. Without it, i doubt, we could really depend on other sources. Bartleyans, i miss you. Especially those affairs i went through; Inside story, shall not elaborate (:

Without any bit of physical contacts and with few meet ups but with frequent greetings without the used of any visibility often marvel me. With such things, how on earth do both affection and emotional state involved? True Love, i believe. No, i'm not hinting anything on the past. Only something that struck me in the head.

Remember how we were back then in April 2009? We were complete strangers, just about to set up the foundation in our friendship. With umpteen struggles, we pushed through all hurdles and finally flourished both the colour Green and Red.

However still, i'm in reluctance for tomorrow's outing. Part of me is all excited to spend the time together. The other half is full of fear and uneasiness. Suddenly, i feel all so depressed. The tears that is now flowing, is something that i dont even know how and why it streams. Tell me someone, will tomorrow turn out a good day for me, for the both of us?

I fear what has destined for me. I fear of the future happenings. In which they summed up to me fearing of losing you. Faith dosent seem to allow us being together in my perception view. Perhaps, Green&Red is just for a temporary?

To stop everything from turning blue.

p/s: your voice to calm me down.