8PM. In school Library. I am crying badly. Deleted some pictures from the Hp. Deleted some pictures from the Lappie. I now have none of those pictures. I feel much relieved. Very relieved.

You thanked me for the folder i made. Now, my apologies for deleting that particular folder. I was right. I shouldnt have put so much hope on this. Let bygones be bygones. I'm afraid of any truths later on. I hate this one-sided treatment. I'm tired of always being the one who did most of the thing, to make you feel all touched, to make you feel loved. You may said, you're always there each time when problems were on my side, but that isnt what i only need.

I wonder why my heart dosent seem to open up to the one who really loves me truly. Someone who would do all things for me, just to make me feel all touched. And again, i wonder why, why do i always get my heart attached to someone who dosent seem to understand my needs, someone who dosent seem to prioritise me, when he, by all means, seemingly wants to be the only soul in my life.

I pray everything shall end here. I'm sorry. I feel all so silly now!

On the verge of letting go, Alhamdulillah! (:

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