Reasons to my insecurities
Sunday, December 6, 2009


Live Audio Sentosa outing photos are all have yet to receive, scattered around with various sweethearts. Facebook shall do the job. Keep waiting. Keep keep waiting.. Lol! (:

The outing was definitely a blast! Except for the tide which was disappointingly low. Had to really swim a mile away in order to get the feet off the ''chewy sand'' Hahs! Seriously, it was dead set annoying being in a low tide level!

Excitedly dressed up to meet Adlin for Kick it Event. 969 with her before we proceed to school via train. Saw someone walking towards the school. Nudged Adlin to hesitate our walking for a minute or two. Fortunately that someone wasnt aware of our presence or else, i wouldnt know how i'd react after which. Rambled about him nonstop that i actually missed a step while walking up the staircase and i was even on the verge of tripping. However, i didnt. Thank god! Hehs! Gosh! Perhaps, i was just too nervous to let the eyes meet. haha.

Played ''hide and seek'' game whenever he was looking at our direction. Poor Adlin, she had to entertain my nonsense, haha! Run here and there untill we decided to stop and settle down, stayput at one place. Hahs.

"Heeee.Awakkk.Thankss..._____.Terharu kite bile awak dtg."

That message. That sms. That sentence. They just made my day. It was just so undeniably Perfect! A smile was then craved instantly with bliss and intense joy. Teeheee (:

Sat around attentively looking around then my eyes suddenly caught sight of this built young man, with a very charming smile plastered on his sweet face. He was there! Hahs. After greeting each other via facebook, we've yet to bump into each other again until yesterday and today. Again, like yesterday, our eyes engaged and we smiled. LOL! but this time round, i wonder why the heck did i wave at him? Goodness! LOL! Luckily he smiled at me or else, i wouldnt know where to hide my face at. Hahs! Enough of that. By the way, MSN added! Haha!

Disturbed bigbro Izwan. Little did i know that he was having some morning meeting. Hehe. Good thing that he still replied! Yayyy, Sayaaaang that big bro much much! Lol! *but i sayaaang my babyboy more okaaaay* haha.

Went to meet the LA people for a while. Later on, he came into the room. Lalala~ But little disappointing, we didnt really talk much. And the way he talked to Others was wayyyy detailed if compared when talking to me. Maybe there wasnt anything for us to talk about, i guess? Heck, at least his messages made me smile. So nothing beats that. hehs! (:

Rushed home soon after which, to get ready for Sentosa. Made a burger sandwich for Atikah since shes yet to have any breakfast. That was a last minute preparation by the way. Luckily it was edible. Hehs. Then ran my way through to the train(exactly 6 min from my place to the train! yayy!) and allighted at Harbourfront. From there, both Atikah and me set off to Siloso beach. Happy! (:

What happen during the outing? Stay tune for the pictures to be scattered around facebook. haha!



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if i didnt reply you, would you feel somthing is amiss? if i didnt talk to you, would you feel restless? and if im not here, would you miss me? Such qns keep haunting me. That im sure one day, ull get bored and start to drift away. The reasons to why i rather have us go on our separate ways, for i believe another will come by who could give you much more happiness without burdening you like how i always pile it up on you. sss.


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