That sweet guy there.. He never, never failed to make me smile! Especially with his sweetness and his joviality. They're so addictive! (: Thanks for everything, Superfarhan. Thanks for being the shoulder (through telepathy, once again) for me to cry on. Hehs! =DD And i wish you All the best with that someone special of yours even though i've yet to know who that person is! Haha. Be a man and go all out but if anything goes wrong, dont shatter cause in life..... If you want something, and if it's a Yes, it is actually meant for you from the start. But if it's a No, then you deserve somthing better. And if you Wait, you'll get the Best! ((:
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I'm sure many have known abt the thing between me and him, the classmate. Read through those entries from April till now. 6 months have past. Every step we took, they were slow yet surely. But I'm not sure till when will it last. Each time i close my eyes, i'd relive back those sweet moments btween us, hoping for a life time this feeling would be. Somehow, strangely, something deep down inside just tells me that something's not right. Still, whatever it is, do know Love, i'm always here for you. My care and concern towards you will never change even if we're not meant to be. You know, the content of our story is too beautiful that im sure a novel could contain it just perfectly (:
Biar kita bersinar bersama, sering kita berjalan selamanya, sahabat berkekalan sekilas memberi sokongan.....
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Thought of sitting at home today, just like what i told Hasif the night before. But apparently, it was tossed away since both the little sister and that sweetheart cousin wanted so much to go out. Dinner at Far East before we took a stroll through the Orchad lane. They were my happy pills even though i was the one who cheered the surroundings with my usual lameness. Standard lah kaan. Ain kan merepek. LOL! (: Seriously, i think there aren't any gorgeous guys around. I wonder what is so special 'washing eyes' on Guys around at Town. Seriously, to me, they're just pretty normal. Average kind. Hmm.. Perhaps, just like what Kaseh concluded, "Mata kakak ni kan hanya untuk perempuan je agaknya" LOL! hehs! But seriously, compared boys to girls, there are things to look out in girls, rather than boys! LOL! okay, cut the crap. I'm being lame once again! (:
Sweetheart cousin, you promise to take me to a restaurant kaaan? Hahaha. It's been a long long time since i went out for a date you know. What's more a proper one! HAHAHA! Save your money and bring me there okay! My birthday coming soon! hahahaha! I'm sure cousin izan will go..."ahhh, talk to my hand!" Teehee!! I love her! Despite her 17 years of age, she seems to be way mature than i am. Hoho! =)
Kaseh:
Kak, gi cari matair laah!
Ain:
Asal eh?
Kaseh:
Jadi tak payaah nak hold onto kaseh je! Sakit taau tangaan!
Ain:
Ehh... Akak pegang kaseh pasal kakak sayang laah!
Kaseh:
Sekarang kakak sayang sapa?
Ain:
Asaaal?
Kaseh:
Jadi lain kali pegang diaa.
Ain:
Kenapa?
Kaseh:
Kerana kakak sayang.
LOL! apaaa je!! Me? boyfriend? Relationship? Hmmmm.. TTM pun pening kepala, nak in a relationship. Tak payaaaah lah!
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Anyway, i miss my two GFs! Both Dee and Elfyee. Gosh! I miss them so much! Also, somehow, im missing my 4E2 classmates! And if anyone of you who still have our Graduation Video, please send it to me okie! So much for both Jovin and Sebastian in my school. But sadly, couldnt get to meet them! Ehh people, lets go lunch together laaah!! I freaking wanna meet you all okie! =DD Shall ask Wenny along! And the others. Nyahaha! (:
And randomly, im sick and tired in the games of heart. Seriously. Now the feeling is like come and go. How? Perhaps you're just too blunt that it makes my heart shatters yet again. Hmm. I shall then, just go with the flow, not knowing where to head to, just follow. Hmmm... Cause i've yet to see True Love in the air. Not the right time i guess...........
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