There it goes, each time i open this page to blog, all ideas will just vanish away from my mind. So tell me how? Haha. None is at home except for me and the little sister, who is just lying next to me, meddling with her darling handphone. I miss that sony erricson of mine! Too bad, it has dropped dead before me some months ago. Sedih yang tidak terhingga aku rasakan. Hoho (:

I miss Bahasa Melayu. But I'm afraid, if i were to rant in Malay, both the grammars and vocabulary will go haywire. For you know, it has been quite a while since i used them properly. Well, no harm trying! Hehs.

Tersentak aku dari lamunan di kala deringan telefon kedengaran. Ia bagaikan memecah seluruh kesepian di kamar merah ini. Lantas, dengan sepantas kilat, aku mencari-cari telefon bimbitku, dengan mengekori suara deringan yang seolah-olah memanggil-manggil. Ke kiri, ke kanan, aku melirikkan mataku. Namun, ia tidak juga kelihatan. Resah. Gelisah. Hati ini tentunya tidak tenteram. Di manakah letaknya telefon bimbitku? Bagaimana sekiranya ia langsung hilang dari pandangan? Walau sedemikian, kemusykilanku semakin menebal. Bunyi deringan itu! Dari manakah datangnya ia? Kegelisahan semakin menghantuiku. Lantas, meragut fikiran warasku.....................

A short one it is, haha. Writing used to be a form of therapy for me. But, as years passes by, work loads piling up, thus straying me away from it.

Hoho. Anyway, let me blog about yesterday. I was awaken by a very special alarm clock. Was dreaming away.... so peacefully. Suddenly...... The phone rang.... Guess who it was from? Haha.. yea, who else if it wasnt that MRalarm clock, Super farhaaaaan! Haha. Pity him, he was down with some sickness (Gosh, stay away from me okaaaay! hahaha), thus that explained why he was in the polyclinic, waiting for the doctor. While waiting, and out of pity, i decided to keep him company till his turn. Awwww, aint i sweeet, Superfarhan? LOL! haha okay, that is so redundant! haha! (:

That afternoon, met up with cousin Izan. We decided to explore West area, since East side has already been conquered by us for like a gazillion times? hahaah! Superfarhan was super cute! "Awaaaaak! Guess what? Im dating my bf.. Lols.. Where r u nw? ^_^" Hahahhahaha! Yea, they were somewhere around Lot 1, which i supposed they were eating their meals away in KFC, while waiting for our arrival. Hoho! Didnt tell him where my location was. Instead, i replied that we'll meet if we were destined to meet. And aww, they actually went to search for us. According to superfarhan's blog, he got his destination right, with the used of his woman's institution? hhahahaha!

I was looking very attentively at this one dress. Suddenly i sensed someone was coming towards me. With his head closely neared to the dress, his neck then instantly tilted towards me and greeted me with a word. But i dont remember what the word was. Hehs. Really, i was on the verge of jumping away from that place. Haha. Well, yea, true enough, he was Superfarhan! haha! That superhero buddy of mine! nyahaha! (: I was then introduced to his friend, Nashri. He seemed as though he was about to faint anytime soon. hahahaha! So cute! We then played Hide and seek and catching.

According to Cousin Ezzan, "Hari ni, izan rasa macam superstar... mcm kene stalked dengan paparazzi. Popular lah kita, Ain!" Hhaahahahahahahahahah!! Macaaaam-macaaaaaam lah that Cousin! Yeaaa, Both Superfarhan and Nashri were like Paparazzi at that point of time, following us to wherever we go. EXCEPT FOR, girls' shop, the undergarments place! Nyahahaha!! =DDD Both me and cousin Ezzan couldnt stop laughing because of that! Haha! (:

We then headed Macd to have our early dinner. After which, we bid each other goodbye, before both me and cousin proceeded IMM (:

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I'm excited for schoool tomorrow! (: Weekends were definitely a blast but the thing is, it soured me horribly, thinking that i couldnt get to see that baby face! hmmm. But as long as i know, that face is always there in my heart, im more than happy (:

I wasnt okay yesterday at night, during the wee. My heart wasnt at peace. My mind wasnt calm. Strangely after that call, everything was back to norm. Like consuming pills, i was high in ecstacy. Meet me tonight. Ill wait for you by the window. Afraid not of that monstrous Security. He cant do any harm on you. Sing me a lullaby and put me to sleep with your arms around me, with your lips adjoined with mine, i miss you. SSS, SSS (:


Hold my hand, and never let go. Hold me tight and whisper those True words to my ears.........

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