A twitch of anger sweep over me each time i log in to my facebook account. Hoping that you'd reply but sadly, all were from others. I keep a track since before. Not even once you replied me. Strangely, when it comes to me, i would be excited to give you all of my reply. Be it from which ever sources; facebook, emails, online, smses, calls etc. Why is it so hard on you to give me one when you could give your all to others. Perhaps i'm being too sensitive here. Well, which ever it is, i'm gonna keep it low. No point rambling about it. Soon, you'll be out of here. The keys that ive given you once will be returned back to me. Once again, it'll be saved in my posession, waiting for the true one to have it with them.

Anyway, while i was browsing through some of my earlier entries this month, i realised that my english is deteriorating. There werent any spice in my rantings. Goodness! I felt so ashamed while reading them. Well, probably, i dwelt in so much of my emotions here without really looking word by word into my grammars. hehs. Unlike those entries back then.

I'm feeling all shag these few days. I need a break from those heart achings. Last week was a disaster, no doubt. Hopefully this upcoming week would be a breeze. I need fresh air! Hoho! Have you ever felt you need something but simultaneously, you dont really know what actually the thing is. And then, due to that, you'd feel all ungratified about it. Maybe due to the red month, im feeling this way. Oh my! I neeeeed the beach! Anyone nice wanna bring me there? Preferabbly Changi beach okay. Cause i'm craving for the swings so much!! Like Tarzan and Jane, swing beyond the limits! Yayy (:


- Who are you in my heart? And who am i in your heart?

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like about you could've been
But still you lived inside of me
So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I loved and not forgive
And though you've break my heart
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now I hate you its pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without you babe
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel your not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah
I ain't got to be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...

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