Alhamdulillah, everything has now solved. No more perplexed looks plastered on my countenance. I shall now portray all of my genuine smile to everyone around. woohoo!

And to my dearest superhero, Superfarhan.... Thanks so much! Thanks for all the listening ears and yes, ill search high and low for your shoulder if i ever need one, heh! =DD



Awwww, so sweeet of you, Superfarhan! Like cheese being ovened, i'm melting yaaww! ^_^

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Jeya did great being the mediator. She was totally there to get to the bottom of story and try all out to solve the problem. I was terribly hurt initially. Like a vase crashed to the ground and bits of those sharp pieces plashed to my heart. Thank god, i managed to bring myself up once again and be back to who i really am. No longer having those emotions inside of me. Everything just faded in the count of minutes.

Suddenly, my mind opened up widely. Yet, i never regretted any of it, the time when i was immersed with happiness during those moments. Thinking of them, i would instantly smile for i know, even if its just for a short moment, i still had you in my arms and dedicate my true feelings to. The time when i was with you, ill never ever count them as experience, instead i see them as sweet moments to be cherished deep down my heart forever. I still care for you, my dear. And i still shed tears. I wish i could stand by you now and be there each time when you need me. But you know, i cant. I dont want us to depend on each other too much. It hurts me seeing you the way you are now. And im sick seeing myself the way im acting at this moment. I myself want our true self back like how you wanted, but you know, the thing is, its gonna be different. Still, do know, im always here for you as a good friend, also as a sister. See me as one. And you'll find the peace inside of you. (:



Like what Jeya said, my light is out. Now, it's your turn to extinguish it, and be all neutral. (:

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Taken on Saturday, 31st October 2009.

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