Superfarhan is on medical leave. Thus, leaving only me, the Wonderain to save the world alone by herself and defeat those Villains. The next stop will be at somewhere Tampines. Through Telepathy, I'll update you about the event later on, yea Superfarhan. Wonderain will take full charge of it, woohoo. So, dont ya worry. haha, LOL! ((:

Was downright bored while i was in the bus yesterday. Thus, took my phone out and messaged people about my boredom. Hahs. Pethetic as it may sound, the replies from those people have somehow cheered me up. Teehee. They were being very very irresistably cute! ((:

Message sent:
Lalalalaalalalala!! Bored bored bored!!!!!

Gary:
Siao!
; Waaah, siaan, you call me siao! LOL!

Shaun:
-.- msg Hasif lah.
; Crazy fellow! Of all many names... why must hasif? lol!

Helmi:
Kau okay? hahahaha
; Haha. helmi.. he never failed to make me giggle each time i think of him! haha. imagining him smiling while posting me tht qn.. "kau okay? hahaha" LOL!! Hahaahah!

Ady:
Haha ! Ape je . Bored gy blajar sana . Nyehah !
; haha ady! okay okay. gi blajar. jom blajar! teehee! =DD

Khairullah:
Huh! Nak kluar? Ain, g gelang? Jln2?
; i like him laah!! very cute! asking me out to Geylang? out of many places. hhaaha. =DD

Xing You:
Lol! I thought is my friend msg me asking me to go out le then when i open is ur msg sayaing lalala bored bored bored =.=!! haha
; hahaha Xing You! you make me giggle to myself in the bus you know!! haha.. It even giggled my Sister. haha cute la you!! =D

Izan:
Hee. Tak kluar?
; bukan nk ajak ain kluar. tanya je not enough!! hehe =D

Kaseh:
Come home QUICK!!
; can you be sweet and fetch me instead? ishk! hahs =D

Shaq:
hahahaha! Aku tengah tdo pon nak kacau ker? hahahaha.
; nyahahaha! i like this one the best! there were following msges from him that giggled me. haha.. merepek la Shaq! haha

Kai:
Lol! Y?
; Lol lah kaai! nyahaha!

Ben:
Eh, you siao ar??
; Waaah, the bengs so cute. call me siao! hahs =D

Haahahahahahahaha!! Arent they cute? Nyahaha! Lol! okay, now, i have another problem. Should i head down Tampines or meet Haqim at the void deck? Hmm.. One thing for sure, i dont feel that energetic upon knowing that Tampines will be ventured. At the same time, i dont wish to disappoint the parents. Gosh. I wanna study with Haqim but then, i'm too tired to have myself up. We'll see how. But, when i say NO, means No. So, I'm not gonna go Tampines. I dont feel like going so no matter what, i'm NOT going. Hmm...

Anyhoots, I've watched that Devil Beside You drama Series. Last episode made me cry my tears out. Ah meng decided to leave Qi Yue and went abroad with his biological Mum. He wanted to give his mum another chance to care for him and he, to receive the love he has never gotten from a mum before. Qi Yue was disappointed but for his happiness, she supressed the sadness and supported him instead untill a night when she couldnt take it. She was crying her lungs out and told him about the promises he made. In which that whatever obstacles that might come in between, he will forever be with her to protect and care for her. He then told her something, something that shattered her deeply. Well, even i was shattered by his words. "Dont wait for me."

Despite that, i'm in love with the ending (:

p.s: I want a Devil Boy for a soulmate! Hehs. Can i? :)


Anyway...................... I dreamt something weird the night before. LOL!

I dreamt that i delivered a baby. Haha! A very adorable chubbbbbby fair baby! Nyahaahaah! And guess what, that baby was a boy! Yayy! ((: The process of delivering him was surprisingly easy. I didnt feel any pain. ((:

Kaseh:
Kak, orang kata mimpi dengan reality opposite. Tak sakit dalam mimpi tandanya sakit nya dasyat nanti dalam reality.

Thanks eh little Sister! Roaaaaar~

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I was tryna let go. I was tryna disappear. I was tryna fly away. Yet it failed me over again. It was harder than i imagined. Like a current gripping you without any mercy. Like humans tryna run away from death. It baffled me with much surprised each time i think of this. That touch, just blew me away in my own skeptical world. That peck, like a touch of warmths sweep over me each time i relive those moments. For you know, i never intended to encounter such feelings. Why oh why. Why do i see you each time i close my eyes. Why oh why. Why do i feel you even if i were to be with others. And why oh why.. Why do i have to go though this when im not even ready to feel bits of it. I cant really put my finger on what kind of feeling im having now. Cause i never understood what it is from the very start. And i wish to never knew it till whenever. I wanna remain this way or perhaps, letting it decelerates. Wouldnt it be much happier that way?

It is for the better. time heals. smiles as the medication. despite how bitter it can be. Even if i need to fake it.

; I can no longer have anymore expectations of those arms that held me, and those gentle hands


Abang hilmi then came, like a bigbrother, rescuing his own little sister from commiting suicide. He raised her up and supported her. She then came to a realization that Goodbyes are not the only way out to solve problems. She then changed her mindset 360 degrees around.

Come what may, I will plaster these heartbreaks i'm feeling and will go through whatever that seem to come in between. For the sake of this genuine feeling i carry inside of me. And even if i failed, i'd still win as this feeling is truly sincere from the bottom of my heart. If i couldnt have it by touch, i'd still have it by sight. Loving from a distance and watching him from afar. For wherever this legs may carry me to, there'll be only one moon inside of me, inside of my heart, that none other can replace. Something i never regretted (:

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