Sometimes i wonder if my feelings were acknowledged.
Sometimes i wonder if you even care.
Sometimes i wonder if you even bother.

Only once in a blue i moon, i'd express the missing presence i have for u, the care i feel for u, hoping that u'd cherish those seldom messages. Unfortunately, you dont. You ignored them without even replying. I doneed every day conversation. I doneed every moment messages. All i need is just an acknowledgement. Just a simple ONE is enough. But you dont seem to understand. You said, dosent mean you didnt reply means you know nothing. It's human nature for me to feel that dissappointment. What if you were me, in my shoes. How would you react. Tell me. Its like the feeling you felt when i ignored your umpteen calls. Im hating you. I dont wanna feel the same way i do now. And i hate the fact that i miss you. Dont bother saying hello. Im not gonna return any of those. I hate you. Period!




Those past emails were my companion through each night. They craved a blissful smile on my face, despite the tears shed.

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