School's starting soon. Too slow yet too fast. Haha. The moment i'm starting to enjoy this precious time, there it is, NYP's calling. Hahs. Heading out with the lil sister in hours time. Perhaps to town since she wanna get herself some stuffs. Or probably, getting some for me too. haha (: I just love her loads. Hehs. By, if i have the cash, everything will be on me aite! But now, your sister here is soon to go bankrupt lah! Haha (: Kidding, dinner and supper will be on me then. The rest will be under you. Fair enough! ((:

Something random struck my mind. And i was blown away by it, leading me to a deep thinking. Somehow, it does taught me one to two things.

Have you ever felt that what you own before was the only thing you will need throughout your entire life? And without it, it will be like you losing part of your true self forever?

Well, i once felt that way. That thing was too precious that i thought it was the only perfect one for me and nothing could ever replace it. It was torturous to let go. It was painful having to forget. After which, I dont wish to find any replacement for it cause to me, it was the only perfect one and no other would be as perfect as it. That was how precious it was to me despite the umpteen times i kept denying it each time i was asked.

I thought after that lost, i'd be on my own, searching back my identity with my own two feet. But then, miraculously there it came some thing which is like a ray of light to my darkness. Like a lightning, it strike without a sign. The happiness i feel is beyond what i'd imagine. It may not be as perfect as how i want it to be but it's enough to crave a blissful smile on my face. Each time when sadness fills, it'll be there as a sun to shine my life with its light. Thus, in my eyes, imperfectionly perfect it is. One in a million. Now, with it, my life seems much happier. Definitely, there'll be tears here and there. But with its presence, unconditionally without fears, i'll risk my heart for this.

Basically what i'm trying to say is.........

If you want something so badly, and if it's a Yes, it is actually meant for you from the very start.
But, if it's a No, you deserve something better. Something that would take your breath away. Something that would let your fantasies run wild and get near to reality. Thus, it'd be good if you were to wait, for thus, i'm sure you'll get something for yourself, the best! ((:


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