What has came over my heart?
Have i lost it?

Try refusing a million time,
Yet i seem to loose my mind.

Darling, tell me what is this?

You didnt care to turn around.
But i was still waiting

By the time i wanted to stop,
You were far away

What happen? i dont even know?
Why is my heart... feeling this way?

Oh time, Stop.. i plead you to go backwards..

I've left myself behind.
At the crossroads of life.

Where am i? Where are you?
What is this? Magic?

What has came over my heart?

My heart was with me always.
Now, have i lost it?

Yes I've lost it

Like a storm you came, and swept me over like a wave.



Tell what is this. Tell me someone. I needa know!


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I am still excitedly waiting for the photos that were taken over at Syahmeer's house. Yes, truly seriously wanna get hold of them. To have them in my possession. To look at them by the minute. Especially some photos which i'm sure i'd hold them dearly close to my heart. *Wide Smiles* Been a long while since i last met up with the classmates. Finally, even though not all came down, we still had our fun time together chatting around. Safe to say, deep down, i feel so attached to them. (:
And ouh yes, i miss my mummy nang! Teehee :D Now, im impatiently waiting for the school to reopen. Thank God, i'm still remain in the 0909 group. To the others who are not, do know, whatever happens, we are all still united as one. (:


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Love? What does it mean to me? Well to me, it is just a word. Like relationship, it is just a status. The vital thing is actually how you dedicate yourself to it. Which involves alot of factors. Namely, sacrificing, respecting and most of all, responsibility. If you do cherish someone so much, no matter how and what obstacles you have to go through, you'll just go all out to break those stumbling blocks. &, rather you become exhausted and afraid of the challenges ahead, you'll actually become stronger in order to overcome those with one goal in mind, which is to strive for that very love of yours. - dosent have to be regarding love life. It could also be about other matters too. For instance, education, family matters etc.

Most of all, enjoying what you do or who you are with is the very crucial part in order to succeed in something. Without passion, everything will just crumble down. So now you know, how important passion is. The reason why i tend to have my eyes on passionate guys. Hehs~

To me, even though Love is just a mere word, it is something that is extremely hard to express. "I Love You" That may seem easy to say it out. Three words. To strangers, you can use that as much as you want, especially if you have the intention to 'buy' them. And most victims would fall for it. For that mere expressible phrase. How contradicting, dont you think so? A simple phrase that is really easy to express would have a really indulging effect to people around, that could make them fall hard due to those simple phrase. That is how relationship comes about, despite just knowing each other for a few days, perhaps?

Love is something you cant really say it overnight. It takes time and patience. You need to know one another. Love dosent come by that easily. Love is nothing without care. Thus, to me, you need to have the feeling of a great concern to another to eventually realise that you do love them. In that process, you'd certainly feel alot of confusion before you are really certain with yourself that you are in love. Also, there is no such thing as it is easy to fall in love. For nothing is easy in this world. You need to face difficulties at times, dont you? Same as this, even in the process of affirming your true feelings to yourself is also not an easy task, you know!


Sometimes, confusion would do you good. As that will determine how true and sincere you are to commit or to be with someone. For im sure, you donwana end up with someone you only have a crush on and knowing in the end that you're actually have given your heart to someone else, without you yourself knowing it, due to that confusion of yours.


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Us, sailing in the same ship.
Not knowing where to proceed.
Right, sugar it may be but fear overcomes it all.
Left, sour it'd out to be for that isnt what we want deep down.
So tell me baby where should we head to.
Cause i dont even know myself.
Still stucked in this little crossroad.
Not knowing where to go, or where to navigate.......

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Selamat Pagi Semuanya.

*Hatiku... terukir nama mu... andai kau tahu.. ku sayang padaaamu

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