170909. Another unexpected occasion took place. It was unpredicted. Never has it crossed my mind before. Never, not once. Started from a light hit. Slowly, it led to that passionate greeting. After which, silence passed off. Speechless. No doubt, i was in the state of shock. Still am i supposed.

Geylang with Lilsister was cancelled. I then bought a bar of time-out and a strawberry milk before i took a sit at the void deck, alone. As i took a bite of that choc and a sip of that milk, my mind went on, replaying and reliving the event that has happened just a while ago.

Bittersweet it was. Bitter as in.... I shouldnt have went on with it. I should have restrained myself. Suddenly all advises and lectured i once have heard and given, came dashing into my mind like an arrow being shot directly into my head. In a blink of an eye, ''What have i done?" struck me hard. Real hard.

Whereas sweet.. The last was years ago. I never truly know what was that all about. It was mere seconds. I didnt went on with it. It was just a light one. Unlike this. It was.... indescribable. It was... pure. It was... genuine. It was something that i dedicate from deep down the heart. The passion was there. It was... sweet. It was true. It was, it was everything it was. No lies, no fake, no artificial i instilled in it. It was all truth. Only truth it was.

Afraid. Scared. Haunted. I'm now being all preoccupied by some negativities.

WOULD THAT JEOPARDIZE OUR FRIENDSHIP??
for im feeling all threatened now!

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