EYN AEYNN'S

Humility in the eyes of judges.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

"Jangan termakan puji, nanti tergadai body"

First heard, i couldnt stop myself from laughing, but once i listened to ayah's explanation and after i think through it once again, well yea, true enough, people especially girls these days, they couldnt stop themselves from being all over the rainbow when they are being praised, even about little things. And then, sadly, they eventually unnoticably sell themselves off to their prey. Seriously, deep down, i really, truly pity them. Some may say, 'NO, NOT INTO THAT EXTEND'' but unknowingly you will. Yes, i agree that human do like being praised all the time, perhaps to show how superior they are, but do know that, everything has its limits. Barriers sometimes, well actually, it always help and prevent us from all misleads. Thus, Jangan termakan puji, nanti tergadai body (:

I have friends around who would brag about the things in/about them. It may not be directly but still they are being one. And then, when others bring it up, they would smile widely and boast exageratedly. Oh my. Sometimes i wonder, what's there being all full of yourself that eventually it makes you to leak out your own negative character, which is ''proud''. Or in another words, not being humble. That ultimately dropped your dignity in peoples' eyes, seriously. - My honest opinion. Well, if i were a guy, and if i were to date that kind of girl, mark my words, i'll get all irritated and annoyed by her majestic character. Please, mind this, you need not have to show how great you are, for if you are really truly great, people can see it. But once you brag, all about youselves will just go down the drain.

Also, by having that kind of attitude, mark my words, the person will definitely fall once their defects were being laughed at. They may even feel all agitated if those words are meant only for some jokes. Thats how terrible the effect can have on them. The result for having all so full of themselves. For truly, in every beauty, there is ugliness in them. And in every ugliness, there is beauty in them. Imperfection. And due to that imperfection, it makes you perfect, in your own very way that is. The facts of life (:

p/s: Never cease the humble trait in you, for that shows who you really are. Teehee.

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With you, My sorrows Begin to Smile

Sunday, September 27, 2009

What has came over my heart?
Have i lost it?

Try refusing a million time,
Yet i seem to loose my mind.

Darling, tell me what is this?

You didnt care to turn around.
But i was still waiting

By the time i wanted to stop,
You were far away

What happen? i dont even know?
Why is my heart... feeling this way?

Oh time, Stop.. i plead you to go backwards..

I've left myself behind.
At the crossroads of life.

Where am i? Where are you?
What is this? Magic?

What has came over my heart?

My heart was with me always.
Now, have i lost it?

Yes I've lost it

Like a storm you came, and swept me over like a wave.

Tell what is this. Tell me someone. I needa know!

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I am still excitedly waiting for the photos that were taken over at Syahmeer's house. Yes, truly seriously wanna get hold of them. To have them in my possession. To look at them by the minute. Especially some photos which i'm sure i'd hold them dearly close to my heart. *Wide Smiles* Been a long while since i last met up with the classmates. Finally, even though not all came down, we still had our fun time together chatting around. Safe to say, deep down, i feel so attached to them. (:
And ouh yes, i miss my mummy nang! Teehee :D Now, im impatiently waiting for the school to reopen. Thank God, i'm still remain in the 0909 group. To the others who are not, do know, whatever happens, we are all still united as one. (:

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Love? What does it mean to me? Well to me, it is just a word. Like relationship, it is just a status. The vital thing is actually how you dedicate yourself to it. Which involves alot of factors. Namely, sacrificing, respecting and most of all, responsibility. If you do cherish someone so much, no matter how and what obstacles you have to go through, you'll just go all out to break those stumbling blocks. &, rather you become exhausted and afraid of the challenges ahead, you'll actually become stronger in order to overcome those with one goal in mind, which is to strive for that very love of yours. - dosent have to be regarding love life. It could also be about other matters too. For instance, education, family matters etc.

Most of all, enjoying what you do or who you are with is the very crucial part in order to succeed in something. Without passion, everything will just crumble down. So now you know, how important passion is. The reason why i tend to have my eyes on passionate guys. Hehs~

To me, even though Love is just a mere word, it is something that is extremely hard to express. "I Love You" That may seem easy to say it out. Three words. To strangers, you can use that as much as you want, especially if you have the intention to 'buy' them. And most victims would fall for it. For that mere expressible phrase. How contradicting, dont you think so? A simple phrase that is really easy to express would have a really indulging effect to people around, that could make them fall hard due to those simple phrase. That is how relationship comes about, despite just knowing each other for a few days, perhaps?

Love is something you cant really say it overnight. It takes time and patience. You need to know one another. Love dosent come by that easily. Love is nothing without care. Thus, to me, you need to have the feeling of a great concern to another to eventually realise that you do love them. In that process, you'd certainly feel alot of confusion before you are really certain with yourself that you are in love. Also, there is no such thing as it is easy to fall in love. For nothing is easy in this world. You need to face difficulties at times, dont you? Same as this, even in the process of affirming your true feelings to yourself is also not an easy task, you know!

Sometimes, confusion would do you good. As that will determine how true and sincere you are to commit or to be with someone. For im sure, you donwana end up with someone you only have a crush on and knowing in the end that you're actually have given your heart to someone else, without you yourself knowing it, due to that confusion of yours.

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Us, sailing in the same ship.
Not knowing where to proceed.
Right, sugar it may be but fear overcomes it all.
Left, sour it'd out to be for that isnt what we want deep down.
So tell me baby where should we head to.
Cause i dont even know myself.
Still stucked in this little crossroad.
Not knowing where to go, or where to navigate.......

Mungkinkah seharusnya kita menantikan badai itu datang menerpa? Dan sesungguhnya ketahuilah wahai teman, tidak pernah terlintas niatku untuk biarkan ia berlalu. Kerna hatiku masih tertakhluk pada yang satu, wahai kamu.
SSS.

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Selamat Pagi Semuanya.

*Hatiku... terukir nama mu... andai kau tahu.. ku sayang padaaamu

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When Green Meets Red..

Monday, September 21, 2009

Finally, i successfully got myself up to skip those beat. Been eons since i sweat myself to those beatings. hahs. It was during my thirteen that i came to practice this. The secrets to the discharge of those fatty acids from my body. hahs! I was fourteen when i was satisfied with my weight; my body shape. Unfortunately, ever since then, i no longer practiced myself into those tecno beatings. Eventually, fats start to accumulate once again. And now, i felt a ginormous lump of fats inside of me. Gahh. Worst, which is now shown evidently from my physical. Roar!

5 songs, with 5 minutes commercial break after 2 songs. Perspiration tickled down, leading it to perhaps, a swamp (hehs). Well, that really brings me a whole lot of joy today! At least i managed to shed some grams! =D

Photo below was taken when i was in Sec 2, fourteen years old. Now, apparently it seems that im double of that size! Roar!

Ouh btw, i just realised something, I used to enjoy editting of pictures. Now, the interest seems to have faded. Not only that, i also used to love sophisticated clothes, those business-wears (pants, blouses, HEELS) but now, somehow, i seem to prefer casuals. Those relax kind of wears. Hahs! So you see.. how changed i have became from 14 to now, 18. Big change! Gosh!

Yela apa tak nya, dulu, despite being only 14, nak step mana nya kakak kakak kan.. LOL!

Kaseh:
Kak, ramai orang tanya, sister kaseh kakak ke adik kaseh tau.

LOL! the funny thing is.. when i was younger, people tend to judge that i look mature but now, people tend to say i look younger. So ironic. Still remember how i used to smile when people said i look 18 when i was only 14. Hahs. And now, the joy is double when people say i look younger than my real age. Hee! =D

First Day Of Raya:

Visited Nenek's house early in the morn before headed back home, waiting for peoples' arrival.
Home sweet home, baby! ((: Despite that, everyone was still as busy as the bee.. Hmm..

The Family.
The usual four. Fantastic four like what ayah said. Ahhh ye la, ye kan je, ibu then replied.
LOL! (:

MY DARLING BABY SISTER WHO LOOKS OLDER THAN ME! LOL! (:

Arif Tating:
Feeling sey dia! ahahhaa.
Syahmeer:

haha kasi la dier feeling . rambut baru tuh !

Hahaha.. ye laaa, part part gini, korang pandai bully aku ehh. haha =b

Second Day Of Raya:

When Green meets Red..... It mingles as ONE!
Perfect! (:
*Deep meaning, baby!*

Thanks to that mini van for everything today. Without him, today wont be that amazing (:
More pictures in Kak Midah's Phone. Especially ibu's pictures, hahs!
And oooooooh, both Lil Sis and Me are considered the 3rd generation.
The Forth will come by soooooon! After the both of us, also the others, have legally married, that is! Hahs.
By the age of 25 perhaps? ((:

I neeeeeda go off.
Sleeeping time! (:
A bar of kitkat within the five fingers. Anyone? Lol!

Selamat pagi semua!! ((:

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Last year's Aidilfitri. Taken with my Beloved Grandad.
And my hair was freaaaaking different.
I miss my LONG HAIR okaaaay!

Next year's hairstyle? Anyone? HmmMmm..

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EID MUBARAK, FORGIVE AND FORGET

Saturday, September 19, 2009

It's Syawal, people!

Thus, whether i wish you Selamat Hari Raya or Eid Mubarak, it just means one thing; We are celebrating an achievement of staying away from a need of food for almost a month! Wow! (: Hence, when we are celebrating today's occasion, be sure to remember those people who feel hunger for almost everyday due to poverty. Forget not to pray for their well being. Also, thank God for the food and the house, also most importantly, the people, mainly those family and friends who never fail to make your everyday worth living for.

Therefore, I would at this point of time, ask for forgiveness from you people out there who i may have hurt knowingly or unknowingly. Please forgive my wrong doings and be pleased to know that YOU ARE one important factor of my thanks and gratitude to God.

With that, i shall wish you all readers a SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN! ((((:

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I teared down while typing out an aidilfitri message to abang Hilmi today. Only now then i have realised the wrong doings i did to him. Abang, thanks for everything. Fate may not be on our side but forever you are an abang to me. Deep down, i see a sibling in you which im sure, that would strengthen our concern towards each other. We may be far apart but do know that as a sister, im always here, just a call away. All happiness to you and Ita. Do know that you both are always in my prayers, also in my thoughts! ((:

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Bf:
Genap 10 hari kita bersama. Da sebulan lebih kita kenal each other. Maaf seandainya ada silap kata, terkasar bahasa. Kalau ada kelakuan sy yang tak menyenangkan hati u, tlg beritahu sy. Hugs and kisses for you my dear. I nak kata i love u dgn seikhlasnya. Sayangku, SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Sweet ain't he. That message really touches me deep down. Selamat hari raya to u too (: You noe, im always here. May all happiness be with you, bf! (:

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Ouh... A conversation between me and Syahmeer. Haha.. Cute! That person never NEVER fail to brighten up my day with his NEVER ending lame blabbers! Hahah..

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Speaking of Hari Raya..............................
I'm so overly excited for tomorrow! The classmates gonna come over to my house! Been a long while since i saw them. Yes, A9, i miss you people so much! Very very much! And hell yea, there are loads of thing that we all need to update each other of our recent happenings! Hahs! Okay, pictures pictures tomorrow, woo! ((:

And..... Did i say, I've changed my hairstyle again? This time round, its damn short! Dont ask me why short hair seems to get my utmost attention this year despite that ive made a vow to GROW LONG HAIR! Uhmmmm.. Well, the thing is, i like it so much. That is more important, aint it? Somehow or rather, i find long hair is such a bore. Hmmm.. But in times to come, you'll hear me say this.. "I want my long hair back" That is IF i look back into those days with me in my long hair. haha. Hair extention, perhaps? But.. wouldnt that make me a phony? Hoho! Ok, cut the crap. I shall now post some pictures of me, with my new haircut =D

AND YES... i applied NO cosmetics. Purely ME and JOHNSON BABY POWDER!
heeee!! ((:

Wait.. Speaking of which, me without Johnson baby powder... IS LIKE A BABY WITHOUT DIAPERS!
Reaaaaally! No joke! I just cant live HAPPILY and NORMALLY and SANELY without that powder! ((:

Thats how critical powder is to me! Hmmm (:

Okay, its 5.11 am. Ibu's in the kitchen while sister's watching movie.
And, i've gotten back my master bed room. Gerekk per?
But, the thing is, i have EFFORTLY organised and beautify the other room!
In the end, the parents took it back and gave me my own room which ive not done any single thing to it.
Gerekk per? LOL! okay. I dont care, im so gonna chop the room tomorrow!

And believe me, im so gonna stick with my dad when the relatives are in the house. Tell me what to do! Cause i dont know what the heck should i be doing in the house, with them all around. I cant possibly hide myself in the room. And i cant possibly hide myself in the kitchen, acting like as though i'm doing the washings. What's more talking to them in the living room. NO! Tell me what to say cause i dont freaking know what on earth should i be talking about HAHS. So the next best thing is to stick with my dad and follow wherever he go! Hehs =DD

Ayah:
Ayah kasi kau kebebasan tengok dunia.
Yang kau nak kongkong diri kau dengat terikat buat apa?
Biar kawan beribu, jangan terikat dengan yang satu. Nanti jadi kayu! (LOL!)

Ada benarnya kata kata ayah. Hmmmm. Sayaaang ayah banyak banyak! ((:

Ouh did i say, there is a drama held in the house, acted by both ibu and ayah. Hahs!
Okay, shant elaborate about that. That really made both me and lil sis laughed our lungs out despite seeing ibu in tears, in ayah's arms. Awwwww~ Lol!

Belum pagi raya, dah menangis macam gitu. hahas :)

Okay, nak sleeep. Eh no! Wanna help ibu out with the cookings. Hahas :)

Takecare people! Selamat hari raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir Batin! Me love you people much much! Hee Lol! (:

WITH THIS HAIRCUT, I SERIOUSLY LOOOK WAAAAAY YOUNGER THAN MY AGE. HMm..
TOMORROW THE FAMILY'S GONA WEAR BAJU PUNJABI INSTEAD OF BAJU MELAYU, COS IBU SAYS SO! hMm..
LATER NEED TO HELP IBU WITH THE MAKING OF NASI MINYAK SO SAY GOODBYE TO SLEEP? hMm..
ITS HARI RAYA LAH BABEH!! HEEEE =DD

Assalamua'laikum to all! (:

gue rindu sama kamu bangat sihh. Kamu lagi rindu sama aku?

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You raise me up

I smiled, knowing that you're here, close to my heart (:

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Aidilfitri's in a day's time. Wait, actually, in hours time. Hehs =)
Will update more about it later (:

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Bittersweet moment it was!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

170909. Another unexpected occasion took place. It was unpredicted. Never has it crossed my mind before. Never, not once. Started from a light hit. Slowly, it led to that passionate greeting. After which, silence passed off. Speechless. No doubt, i was in the state of shock. Still am i supposed.

Geylang with Lilsister was cancelled. I then bought a bar of time-out and a strawberry milk before i took a sit at the void deck, alone. As i took a bite of that choc and a sip of that milk, my mind went on, replaying and reliving the event that has happened just a while ago.

Bittersweet it was. Bitter as in.... I shouldnt have went on with it. I should have restrained myself. Suddenly all advises and lectured i once have heard and given, came dashing into my mind like an arrow being shot directly into my head. In a blink of an eye, ''What have i done?" struck me hard. Real hard.

Whereas sweet.. The last was years ago. I never truly know what was that all about. It was mere seconds. I didnt went on with it. It was just a light one. Unlike this. It was.... indescribable. It was... pure. It was... genuine. It was something that i dedicate from deep down the heart. The passion was there. It was... sweet. It was true. It was, it was everything it was. No lies, no fake, no artificial i instilled in it. It was all truth. Only truth it was.

Afraid. Scared. Haunted. I'm now being all preoccupied by some negativities.

WOULD THAT JEOPARDIZE OUR FRIENDSHIP??
for im feeling all threatened now!

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MAWAR TISU ITU, SELALU MEKAR DI HATI

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I'm taking my leave now, sugar. I donwanna be the murderer. Especially to you, my dear. Its gonna be the end of everything, of us. Forget about those stories that have happened. Take it as a beautiful dream where it will vanish the moment you wake up. Someone told me this, sometimes, when you love someone so deeply, you have to let him go. And now, im heeding the advice, hoping that we'll soon be like how we used to be. All neutral between us, without any feelings that might hurt the both of us in the end. Its gonna be hard for me, no doubt. But with all of my might, i will. I'm taking my leave now dearest. May everything be perfectly fine on your side. Remember the tripple S. I may be far but believe me, in your heart, im always near. Always. Search for me no more. Im leaving, love.

Diyana:
*insert name* tak kuat utk mempertahankn sayang dier utk kau..
sume reason yg dier bagi tu utk cover up yg dier takot nk blang kau..
kalau dier btol2 sayangkan kau, dier akan blang kau kan?
whereas *insert name* berani kejarkn kau and prove to you his love..
tapi *insert name* cuma bagi clue tp dier taknak confess..

Ada benar nya kata kata kau, dee. Thanks.

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Walaupun pintu mimpi ku telah kau ketuk bertuli-tuli, namun ia akhirnya dimasuki oleh si dia, yang aku percaya, kasih nya, lebih agung bagaikan tiada tandingannya. Mungkin ada hikmah di sebaliknya, kekasih. Pintaku yang terakhir, cari lah penggantiku dan berbahagia lah di kau di sampingnya yang aku percaya, kehadirannya akan tiba tidak lama lagi untuk menemani kau di sepanjang masa.

Sesungguhnya, kasihmu tidak akan pernah luput di ingatan. Sayangku padamu akan senantiasa bersemadi di dalam jiwa. Akan ku hapuskan air mataku yang kini bercucuran keluar bersampingan dengan segala kenangan pahit manis yang pernah kita lalui bersama. Agar, tiada lagi perasaan yang terpendam di dalam. Aku sayang, aku rindu, ucapan ku yang terakhir untuk mu. Selamat tinggal kekasih.

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What if my leave takes place?

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Pastikan - Siti Nurhaliza

Lihatlah Langit Di Atas Sana
Tersenyum Melihat Tingkah Kita
Selalu Ada Peristiwa
Yang Membawa Pertengkaran

Maksudku Hanya Ingin Yang Baik
Untuk Kita Berdua Dalam Bercinta
Baiknya Aku Buruknya Aku
Terimalah Aku Apa Adanya

(Chorus)
Pastikan Kau Dengan Aku
Jangan Ada Cinta Lain
Tak Pernah Aku Terlintas
Niat Ku Untuk Berpaling

Maafkanlah Aku Sayang
Bila Belum Kau Bahagia
Sejauh Langit Di Atas
Kan Ku Kejar Bahagiamu

Biar Langit Dan Bumi Meruntuh
Biar Jasad Kita Tertimbun Di Sana
Tetap Bersama, Tak Ingin Lepas
Mencintaimu Ku Jadi Begini

A song specially for someone special. A song i'll dedicate to someone who is far yet always near to my heart. A song which my heart will sing out to, to a person who has conquered my heart. Somehow, i felt that in times to come, we'll be seperated by time. Something that i can't seem to shun it away. Tell me why that feeling still linger deep down inside of me. I don't wish to see it that way. I want a smile on my face each time i think of you. Despite that, u've always been the reason to my smiles ever since the time that i felt a tinge of emotion towards you. Sometimes i wonder why this feeling about you is all true?

Hold me near to your arms again and whisper this to my ears...
with you forever, i'll never be alone.

Kiss me once more with your gentle lips and whisper this to my ears..
forever with you, this feeling will linger.

I love you. Something i dare not say. Something i never wish to admit.
But i just did.

Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay‏

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I feel your heart, in my heart

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Hello there. Gosh, i really do miss blogging. Been like a week since i laid my finger here. Hahs. Well people, its not that i have abandoned this site but its more to like me having no interest in this and thus, leading me to have no more ideas like how i used to before. Maybe, at some point of time, i would have alot of things to blog about but each time when i sit infront of the screen, with my finger all ready to type it all down, there goes.. all ideas will instantly vanished. And... then... i'd automatically click the 'x' button at the top right hand corner and off ill head to another link. Haha. Now you know why it has been some time since i get this thing updated. (:

Alot of things have been happening recently, during this week especially. Those were bittersweet, no doubt. There were also at some particular point of time, i was so down that i donnoe what to do or where to go. That was when i felt like hiding myself from everyone and shout from the top of my voice to a wide empty surrounding. Well, it was my fault. I did things irrationally and thus, leading me to this kind of situation. Well, now, im just going with the flow, hoping for a better resort. Which ever it is, i dont wish to repeat the mistakes i did once, not long time ago. Not one, but three were broken. And now, i dont wish to see it happening again. For if it does, im sure not to forgive myself ever. Hmm...

090909. The birth of a life of two souls. It was unexpected. A reason to agree. A reason to nod my head. A reason to the birth of it. Still young like a baby, who is yet to see what lies for him in future. Whether if it's gonna turn out full of stumbling blocks or a smooth journey to sail, no one knows, not even us. I'm sorry if i wasnt being a good one in this few days of ours. Grant me some time more. Instill patience in me. Solitude me with peace and calmness. I shall then be my ownself in times to come.

Followed by a memorable node to remember. Again, it was unthought-of. As i witness the blue sea before me, and as i was being wrapped by an emotion of warm affection, i smiled. Nothing more i craved for, than being there with a strong feeling of emotion in between. Through telepathic waves, our hearts are connected. A year from now, would we still be alive in the life of ours?

Love:

Give it some time. Love takes root slowly and grows with time

Infatuation:

Infatuation grows into full bloom almost immediately.

Bagaikan Mawar, Selalu Mekar Di Hati

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I LOVE MY LITTLE SISTER LIKE HOW THE HEAD LOVES THE HAIR! *Keep growing what!*

Heeeeee!!! ((((:

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Walaupun Badai datang melanda...

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu

Usah biar semua berlalu

Usah terlupa perasaan hati

Pertama kali kita bertemu

Usah lepaskan

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When happy pills are consumed

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Look at the time! Its nearing 5 and im still wide awake. Sahur in a few min time with the family. Somehow, i just couldnt shut my eyes and land myself in the lala world, no matter how much i yearn to get there as soon as possible. Well perhaps, while waiting for the time to get the food to be ingested into the tummy, i shall hereby post a decent entry, since it has been quite sometime since i ranted one. Hahs!

I was skimming through the past entries, from the recent one. Well yea, this month's. And i realised something which was quite a sad thing to me. Those entries sounded downright sombre. Seemingly it dosent have that kind of light. Yah, you know that sort of bright happy kind of atmosphere while you're on the track reading. Compared to the previous years, i sounded more alive and full. Prolly, as years passed, the hyperactive in me tend to subside and that scares me truly! Seriously, i needa gain back that emotion that ive been chucking aside for the past few months! hoho!

Few days back, me and some others visited bartley and hell yea, it was one marvellous visit despite only a few came down. The reason why i said marvellous was.... That place really brings a hell lot of memories! I seriously and undeniably missed that place like one crazy freak! Been a year since i last visited that place and the moment i went out of the exam hall, i straight away walked my way hurriedly towards the road and hailed for a cab. And when i got there at bartley, my heart truly beat spastically that i could just blow my head off somewhere without thinking of anything. Yea, that much misses! The feeling was really undescribdable. Woo~

Gosh! Cikgu Asmadi is just the SWEEEEEETESSST! (((:

Anticipating the upcoming teachers day. All thanks to my COMPUTER PROGRAMMING for the lateness i arrived to my darling secondary school. If it wasnt because of that 1230 to 230 pm, i would have gotten there earlier and could catch up with many others. Well it's okay. There is always next time. Not gonna get myself too caught up with it. hee (:

What about today? Ooo La Laaaa~
Someone surprised me! Wait, mybe surprised wont be a good word to use.. Hmm..
Well, perhaps.. Yea.. Someone out there has successfully astonished me with his sudden coming! Hehs.

Beep Beep. A message recieved. He wanted to meet me up. But i insisted that we shall meet each other up straight on the 8th with the rest. After which, another message recieved, asking me what floor am i staying in. That message really left me dumbfounded for a few second. Then later on, it followed by another message, asking me if im having yellow for my curtains.

Gosh! i seriously was baffled with questions right after that. It was around 1020 at that point of time. Curiosity then got the better of me, so I decided to investigate. Trying to be an agent. (GOSH! THAT REALLY REMINDS ME OF THE PAST WHEN I USED TO REALLY ACT LIKE ONE SECRET AGENT, INVESTIGATING PEOPLES' IDENTITY! ESPECIALLY THOSE WHOM I HAVE CRUSHES ON. AN AGENT007 MY NICKNAME WAS! GOSH GOSH GOSH! THOSE WERE THE YEARS!! SEC ONE TIME BABY!)

Back to where i was... the moment the lift opened and after i walked a few steps ahead, we instantly saw each other. He was sitting at the shelter near the carpark, just right below 415. I then, without much hesitation, walked to him and we chatted for quite some time. Never realised that it has reached 11plus. Many stories were brought up. It was really a great time having him by the side. Really enjoying his presence. Thanks Mr Izuddin! (: Well, all in all, we both actually were surprised by each other's presence. He got the feeling that i'd come down but didnt expect that i would. Whereas i had the feeling that he was somewhere there around my block area but didnt expect that he would really be there. So yea, you get the picture? haha (:
The sweetness of it all :)

Later on:
Poppye T1 with Rafi and the sweethearts.
Friday:
The day that I'M FREE! =D
Saturday:
Breaking fast with Dz, Azeez, Ridzwan and Mahathir
Sunday:
Breaking fast with both Tini and Husna
Monday:
Another day that i'm all free! =DD
Tuesday:
Simpang Bedok with Izuddin and the crazy bunch! (:
Wednesday:
EC0909's date. Not sure if they're coming down. if not, Syahmeer, lets go out, together with the bengs! =D
Thursday:
Home, finally! heeees!
Friday:
Tini's birthday celebration. yay!

After 11th, ill be one free soul! Couldnt wait for that day! Gonna stay home throughout the entire week. So people! DONT ask me out right after 11th! Haha. I wanna dedicate my time fully to home! I wanna make my own kuih raya! My own recipe! Okay, for that i'm sure the GFs will go... "NOOOOOO!!" lol! heeee. (:

Yayyy! I'm happy. Finally, i sounded all enthusiastic and full of yellow yellow emotion here and there.. teeheeee~

Takecare, people (:

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