Drafted some of the entries yesterday.
That was after I heard certain things from someone.
I'm still clueless about it.
Some say it is. While others say its not.
I dont really know what to do now.
For if i should follow their advices or to just stick with my ways.
No doubt, I am currently being bigheaded.
All due thanks to the hurt I'm feeling.
Thus i guess it's explainable.

That mere FOUR things within that four days have actually shattered my heart real hard that words cant really describe the feeling. I cant simply tell you everything. Main reason is ..... I myself not even sure why. You pleaded me to give you another chance and I welcomed that request with open arms. But I'm not sure why it seems so hard for us to be like before despite the fact that we want it real bad.

You want my old self back. I tried to be what you want me to. However, its not that easy, my dear. One thing for sure, just remember, this friendship, i'll treasure no matter how hard it needs to be handled at times. And just so you know, i cherish this friendship so much. So much more than you can ever imagine. Do you know how beautiful it is having you by the side even if we weren't talking? If only you knew, you'd know how much your presence means to me. Like you, i donwanna end this too, this beautiful ties. A complicated one indeed.

Like I said..... Time heals.....

Your pain will subside and my tears will be dried up with the time.

Promise me you'll never hurt yourself. For every hurts you feel, is equivalent to a tub full of my tears. And if you donwana see me in anguish, then please dont bear any injuries to yourself. I plead.

i miss you. do you?
Even though you're that near.

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