Everything seems so hazy now. I don't seem to view things in a clearer node. Like a motion, moving slowly. Perhaps soon to decelerate. One moment, as though it is the world. At another, so low till i can't seem to see it. Hatred? No, no more of those insignificant feelings instilled.

Within that short period, you entered.
leaving me breathless, feeling so glad.
Later on, fairy tale wasn't what i enamoured.
For in reality you came in, marvelled me on everything.

Alas, all thing seems a momentary.
Fading away each time we bid goodbye.
You no longer there, nor do i.
Like strangers, worst than that i supposed.

• Why do i feel your missing presence when you're not here. But each time when you're there before me, i'd get all tense up and feel like running away, far far away from you?
• Why do i impatiently wait for the next morning to arrive but when the sun's up high, i'd feel all anxious that i'd tend to hide myself to a corner without having to say hello.
• Why do i have to feel this when i'm not supposed to?

Complementary subject. Discussed it with both Ibu and Ayah. Finally done! (:

1. Thinking & Problem Solving Skills
2. Personal Development
3. Japanese Language 1
4. French Language 1
5. German Language 1

1 paper down, 3 more to go.
All the best people! (:

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To my dear Big Brother Izwan, sometimes life is full of challenges. Especially in this kind of situation. Unknowingly, with those obstacles, the bond you both acquired now will become fortified, preparing you for the next level of hurdles. i'm sure everything will get back to how it used to be. Dont punish yourself for you are never wrong. Neither is she. Nor anyone else. This is what He, the Mighty wants. Something that He gave to test how strong the love you two hold for each other. A war that you both need to battle against together. With the companion of each other that is! Smile like you always do. I'm sure she'll fall in love all over again seeing that genuine smile of yours.

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