Curently going insane due to 3 hours of Analogue Electronics.
Fortunately, there are some snacks for me to munch on. Yea, i'm still munching on them, despite being prevented by ibu since hours ago.

Ibu:
Kak, kakak dah gemuk tau. Jangan makan lagi.

For once, the very first time, ibu actually stopped me from eating. Well, maybe true, i've grown horizontally, leading me to obesity. Downright Saddened by the thought of it.

Today's plan was to study with the usual people but unfortunately, many of us couldnt make it, in which left with only a few. Thus, it was postponed to the next day instead. Probably it will be held in school. Mummy Nang, please join us! Your daughter here misses you so much! Couldn't bear the missing presence she's been feeling, lol!

For the past few days, I was apparently disturbed by certain things which i, myself couldnt really lay my finger on. Many things have been running through my mind. From one thing to another. Somewhat accumulates into a big gigantic ball. That really put me into an intense stargazing. Not really a woolgathering moment but apparently something that torments the mind. Well, definitely i can choose to ignore all about it but the thing is, i couldn't, no matter how much i want it to. Somehow i felt like as though I was being haunted by it every moment. Initially, thought of talking it to both my parents. Alas, there are nothing to lay out. I couldnt find anything to array to them about the problem. In another words, i'm unsure of the things that have been haunting me. It's too much, too much to single each one of them out. Strange, I know. But that's the fact.

Fortunately there were both Annisa and Bigbro Izwan to entertain me. I was on the MSN yesterday night. Webcam-ed with Annisa and Chatted with Bigbro Izwan. Thanks to them, i could somewhat kicked off the insomnia disease in me. Acting like a child, potraying my nonsense were the things i impersonated while chatting with the both of them. I wasn't in the right state so i just typed out anything that instantly came to mind. Nonetheless, they still entertained me with not only their long replies but with full of gags too, hee (:

Serious conversation is something i dont wish to indulge in at the moment. Well, being in this state, talking about those adult thinking stuffs can lead me to bonkers!

-2009 is just not my year. Seems like Ive digressed myself from being my trueself. Lost it somewhere stranded, i believe.

Nevertheless, i'm thankful that ive met a bunch of mirthful people (:
My EC0909 <3



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Like the past, you came again, haunting me after the built of the grave. An illusion, i believe.
Somehow, something just tells me, this is not only a clap of a hand. I don't wish to dig the grave ever. What's more seeing the corpse get back to life. Stay where you are and remain the ashes at where it is. Say goodbye, till eternity.

Aeynn.