i hate it when i have to go through another story.
i hate it when i have to get all concern over a minor thing.
i hate it when i'm willing to sacrifice everything for other's happiness.
(mind you, it is 's and not s')
i hate it when my sleep seems abnormal. Even my eating habits for as though it never seems to know the definition of bloated.
And most of all, i hate it when the vow that i've made to myself seems to break apart.

GOSH!

I have constrict reasons to why i wish to prevent it from taking place.
Put aside the fear, the ground is actually more compact.

First of all, i donwanna be the murderer.
Neither do i wanna get myself murdered.
Thus, i wanna live a life of leisure and joy.
Away from all feelings. Especially those unfeigned feelings.
I donwanna be so true that i ended up gobbling myself down the throat.

I wish an end to all this. A full stop is what needed right now. Not even a pause.

The eyes, another kind of communication?