Beautiful. Now, every day seem so beautiful. As though, it is surfaced with happiness and felicity. Especially for the past few weeks. Smiles were painted all over that it seemed so obvious that i was characterized by emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy. The range which is easily grasped by the mind of the people around me.

Step by step it grows. Bit by bit it develops. And now it seems so close and so near that fear apparently seems to spring up in the midst of it. 2 months more to the end of the castle. Whether there're still be lights on or perhaps darkness will fall out, i'm still not sure. Lights on? Will the sun be there shining upon us like before? Or perhaps darkness will come to pass? Where the sun will then be gone and bid us goodbye?

I'm gonna miss you much. So much that it will leave me in torment each time i think about it.
You're like a dream come true, baby! A dream which has step out from my sleep. A reality you are, alhamdulillah, But till when? Till when will it have to last? Till when will i feel you here standing by me? So far yet so near, i hope we will be in times to come (: