Days were filled with laughters and smiles. Truly enjoyed each and every bit of it. Except for some misunderstandings happened. That aside, everything was superb. Thankfully, no more disputes between me and my MRbf. Thus, I am now in the midst of happiness, hehs! (:

Loads of pictures are yet to be uploaded in. Fortunately that MRusb seems to be friendly today. I shall then occupy this entry with a large amount of photos. What's more, pictures says a thousand words, aint it? hehs! Worry not, desciption will be forgotten NOT! (:

31st January 2009







Girlfriend's outing. Ahhhh! That was a fantastic day for us. We laughed. We yelled. We sang. Basically, we were being OURSELVES infront of the public. haha. Dee with her Japanese song, Elfyee with her malay song and me with my 'Tonight will be the night i will fall for you.........'' LOL! Yea, everyone were looking at us. LOL! Insane we can be sometimes, no doubt to it, hahs! =DD Girls, when's our next meeting? I have a plan in mind! GIRLS' PICNIC HOW? bring along the others! ALL GIRLS WITHIN OUR REACH, LOL! THE MORE THE MERRIER! :P

- sayang semuanya! ((:

For the past few months, i really occupied myself with work. The reason why there isnt time for any other things. Despite that, i still had so much fun. Work is something i really look forward to each day. Even during my off day, i would still come down and meet those lovely bunch of collegues. No, i wont say collegues. Family shall be a wise name to call. A day without them seems to be dull and mundane, seriously! Being the youngest didnt stop the relationship from accelerating. In fact, it speeds up the bond between us. Wonderful! Aside that, i'm very thankful that i've given a chance to meet and get to know a friend who not only of the same age with three years apart, but who also understands me in and out. Annisa, thanks alot! You're great! She's the one i've been spending my time with each and every single day. Even my parents know her. She's like a family in the house. Do come my house each time after work yea! A note from both my mum and dad! (:

8th February 2009



A day at Annisa aka Casper's house. Hehs! The day which led to the broken of the pact. You know, i know, we know (: Well, all thanks to that day. Or else, we wont achieve what we have achieved right now. Shan't eloborate more on that, hahas! You readers will know it some day. When the day comes, i shall expose it all out. That will be the time when future determines the fate and destiny. The reality.....

11th February 2009



My beach companion! The very one who will never say NO each time i think of seasides! Hehs! Thanks for the walk yea, Annisa! (:

12th February 2009




The day when we had split shift. From 8am to 1pm. Then continued from 5pm to 9pm. That was fun! Nothing else seemed to strike our mind other than the beach. So we headed there during the intervals and spent our time together by the seaside, talking about all sorts of thing (:

Anyhow, saw that two little hearts? haha. Both of it were done by that very friendly ghost! haha. Very sweet of her, ain't she? (: Friends Forever, yea! (:

19th February 2009





Vaguely remembered what actually happened on that day. But one thing for sure, from the pictures taken, i supposed I had fun! yes, FUN! haha.. (: Ouh wait! That was also the day when Jeepman entered Annisa's life, HOHO! (: The birth of Jeepman in her life, teehee ;)

21th February 2009

Gosh! The day was simply AWESOME! hehs! Spent the entire day with Annisa. Headed Town and walked around till 10 plus. Reached home around 11pm and she stayed over at my place. Played Anna & The king which i borrowed it from the Esplanade Lib. Sadly, we knocked off at 2am and left the movie all alone by herself, LOL! hahas!

28th February 2009





Singapore Post's This Fashion. Hoho! Been loving it ever since the start of my Secondary School Years! Yes, SINGAPORE POST! Speaking of which, I MISS THOSE BUNCH OF E1s and E2s! (:

Beautiful. Now, every day seem so beautiful. As though, it is surfaced with happiness and felicity. Especially for the past few weeks. Smiles were painted all over that it seemed so obvious that i was characterized by emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy. The range which is easily grasped by the mind of the people around me.

Step by step it grows. Bit by bit it develops. And now it seems so close and so near that fear apparently seems to spring up in the midst of it. 2 months more to the end of the castle. Whether there're still be lights on or perhaps darkness will fall out, i'm still not sure. Lights on? Will the sun be there shining upon us like before? Or perhaps darkness will come to pass? Where the sun will then be gone and bid us goodbye?

I'm gonna miss you much. So much that it will leave me in torment each time i think about it.
You're like a dream come true, baby! A dream which has step out from my sleep. A reality you are, alhamdulillah, But till when? Till when will it have to last? Till when will i feel you here standing by me? So far yet so near, i hope we will be in times to come (:

The track has closed. Force to close in actual fact. Finally, it's over. No more runs leading to the endless stun; The stun heading to no where. Alhamdulillah.

The love shall stay. The feeling will remain. The special bond will forever be in placed. But the intention, everything will be different. Once a lover, forever we'll be friends. This kinship can never end, i have faith in it. We have faith in it, i believe (:

Losing my sugar, from this catastrophe i went through, I learnt that God is amazing. He works in wondrous way to help and show his love to us all. It may not turn out good in the beginning or in the middle, but surprisingly it is when it comes to the end. It really flicked me with amazement! Alhamdulillah, the cure to it has already been found.

It's hard to wake up early in the morn, without doing your usual routine. It seems that something is amiss. Something is just wrong. Especially today, the first day, the moment i woke up from my sleep, at 5am sharp, i hurriedly gripped my handphone and stared at it. The keypad was all ready, waiting for me to click it. But i couldnt bring myself to. Perhaps, its a one-sided feeling. Furthermore, i have to stop all that if i wanna end the feeling. End the feeling? This seems so contradicting from the first paragraph. Gosh, what am i thinking now? I believe, the feeling will end soon and in times to come, we'll see each other as complete friends. Just like how we used to before. No more when there's you, there's me. No more of it. We'll be back to our independance.

Cik Nab:
Budak-budak ni macam dah tak boleh dipisahkan lagi gitu.

That will be long gone forgotten in days to come (:

Annisa, one thing for sure, you will never be forgotten. Never. You have made a great impact in my life that I really feel you as one those specials in my life. You're part of me. You already are. I can never see you as someone else other than a Big sister. Remember the messages i sent you about sisters? How strong a word sister can be? I'm looking you as one right now. I love you, sister. I really do. Because of the deep affection i have for you, i will go all out to do the best that i can to morph you into the Real you. I will. Insya'Allah. Till our date out together on the tenth. Just the both of us. You and me. Big sister and Lil sister. Only the two of us, (:

I'm already missing you, hun..

Secondly, thank you little kitten for today. Though it was not something that I fancied, you still managed to persuade me because we both know this change will be for the better. This change will bring about new beginnings. Insya'allah, they are GOOD beginnings! Hohoh!There is a warm, fuzzy feeling to know that you will always be there throughout the transition(s). It might be difficult but the pact cannot be broken though the line seems fuzzy at times. =PPPLittle kitten, you have helped me through so much and it seems Allah have released the seal on our eyes to see beyond (the past) and look at what exactly it is that we should be seeing. And that being: the Kinship. The bond that comes with it. The endearment and the need to always keep each other in good, positive spirits, and thanking God in the process. Never forget Him little kitten. So that He will never forget you. =)

I thank you for yesterday too. Without yesterday, i dont think i can let go. Without yesterday, i dont think i will be alright. Without yesterday, i dont think i'll be at peace like how i am right now. I thank you for that, Love. Yes, the change is for the better, not only for us, but for the people around us. Cause without we knowing it, we have affected them in a way, people whom we love so much. GOOD beginnings will definitely be in the way, insyaallah (: Have faith in it, Sweetheart! Hun, i will be there, always be there for you, throughout every of your sadness, happiness and whatnots. I will always be there, may not be physically but always near you at heart. Believe me, I will. It is difficult, no doubt to it. But isnt that the first step to reliefs. Hun, i'm having difficulties too. You're my first in this type of situation. Imagine how hard it befalls me right now, having to know that i have to let you go, having to know that you're not mine like how you used to. But i know of one thing, you are always mine.. my big sister (: And for that, i'm yours, totally yours.. your lil sister. Once again, i love you, big sister. Remember, when i say i love, means i Really love! (: That's the kinship we should instill in us starting from now onwards =)

Dear Allah, i thank you for introducing my Big Sister to me, the love of my life. The light to my darkness. The huggable and the kissable sister, thats her, Annisa (:


I will love you now, later and forever. I will <33


Boifriend, i'm missing you so much! I need to meet you. Been weeks since we last met and i'm missing you real bad. There're loads of thing i need to update you about. I still love you, really i do. Dont doubt any bit of it, yea? (: