Where can i begin? There are loads of thing that i feel like ranting it down here but strangely, it seems like there isn't any thing that came to mind.

First of all, the silent war between both bf and me has finally came to an end. Weirdly, there isnt any thing to talk it out while we met some hours ago, before Maghrib. Everything just came back to its usual way the moment our eyes met. To know more how it actually happened, do welcome to his blog (: Strangely weird but true (:

p/s: Cas, your harsh words and your bluntness are much appreciated. I thank Allah for introducing you to me. Perhaps, we are meant to be friends, good friends, best friends, and sisters. Thanks Big sister (: An item in the name of buddy and colleague =)

I have to admit that for the past few days, my mind was in a terrible daze. Was abit asymmetrical too i guess. Consulted girlfriends and they stringently told me to hold fast to my faith. These people are so cute. Well guys, dont worry too much about me. Especially YOU, Kartini! haha! Your messages were so frigging cute that i cant seem to let it out from my mind. I miss you anyway, do meet up soon! (: And oh, i've adjusted the structure in my head and still your very angel like i've always been, lol! (if you get what i mean, heh heh!)

Elfyee dear, thanks to you too for being there, listening to my problems. You do know me well. And i cherish that. I really need to meet both you and dee. Seriously missing you people. Insya'allah we'll meet one day! (: Till then, you both be happy with your partners yea. haha <33>

To that someone, those messages recieved from you are the only companion during your absence. I will keep them safe with love in my heart. Definitely, i'll rewind back those beautiful memories in my head during my everyday duty. With that, i wont be down with so much sorrow by the missing presence i'll feel. And again, i cant believe that i actually said all this. It seems like i'm not being myself. But then again, it's really me. You changed me i guess (: Oh, do send my regards to the rest. Miss you always (i guess, HAHA. kidding!) (:

Anyhow, result will be out tomorrow. Thanks to those who wishes me. Appreciate it much! Hope everything will go on fine, Insya'allah (:

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

May peace be upon you! (:

With love,
Little kitten <3

p/s: Someone special gave me that nick by the way. Cute isn't it? haha