I neeeed the swing again. But till when will i have to depend on it, you tell me!


It's 2 in the wee hours right now. And i cant seem to shut my eyes off. Annoying, seriously it is!
Heading Ngee Ann Poly afterwards to meet a friend. That special friend of mine. Been aeons since i met that person. Hopefully that person could somehow be the cure to my current emotional crisis. Thought the swing could help, unfortunately it did, only for a little while. Hais! And now, everything is back to scratch. All the memories start to flash through once again like movies without sound. Seriously tormenting. I wish there is a such thing called memories-erazer. Unfortunately, there isn't!

In dilemma. Whether should I drop by MPL before heading NP, since I'll be meeting that friend at 6.30pm later on. Maybe i'll go, since i need to borrow a book from area 624 general. However, theres a thing in me, telling me to shrug that intention off. Gosh, I'm seriously stuck in between right now! Arghhh, i neeed to let this thing off my chest as soon as possible, seriously! Wait till later at 6.30pm. I shall talk it out from A to Z. Hopefully, everything will be done and got over with after which! Insya'allah!

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Night's candles are burnt out, and jocund day stands tiptoe on the misty mountain tops. I must be gone and live, or stay and die.

You, away, be gone!

Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then
things would be much better between you and I
We could always hold on
to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to bear

p/s: Darling BF, all the best for your napfa yea! Love you! (:
NS, I plea you dont come by! No farewell between me and my man, please!