True enough, there really is. Seriously, due to that test, i am now mentally and emotionally disturb. I'm really taken aback of the bottled up feelings i have inside me. No joke, i really have no idea how i could actually gotten myself involved in this denial. I just couldn't lie to myself. nor anyone else. Because, i believe it can really be depicted from my expression, gosh! I will update about this matter further more, in times to come. In which inference skills are absolutely needed. As there is no way I'm gonna blog it in a trait of being blunt and outspoken. Beating around the bush shall be the best way to pour my feelings out!
p.s: I never felt this before. Never do i have gone through this pandemonium ever in my whole 17 years of life. Perhaps, it's a part of growing up, i supposed, uhmmm... to be a more mature lady, i hope, uhmmmm... well, who knows..
Anyway, i shall blog about yesterday's outing with one of my closest colleague, Annisa aka Casper (:
We were having our 4 hours break before we proceeded on to our second shift, which was at 5 pm. Initially i thought I'd take this long break to go for a cycle at the East Coast Park alone. Little did i know, Casper too, was intending to go there as well. However instead of cycling, she thought of having her meal over at ECP. A mere coincidence i supposed! Since the both of us were really famished, we decided to opt Casper's idea. So here the story begins..
While we were at the ECP, the whole of its landscape at that point of time was bathed in a warm glow of risen sun. Beautiful. It really was. Anyway, before we reached our destination, we dropped by KFC and bought cheese fries for lunch and brought it over to ECP. Since the weather was beautiful, it somehow lifted up our appetite and lively spirits. Chatted quite a lot of things. That was when i told her about a person, more to about an ancient human from my past. Fortunately, yet weirdly, after telling her about that being and when i reflected her opinions back again, i finally made a point to erase that particular person out from my mind. Thanks Casper! (:
Suddenly, while we were so engrossed in our chitchatting, the droplets of water from the sky, bit by bit hit us, and before we knew it, the rain had already turned cats and dogs in just a blink of an eye. Wooosh! Precisely, the both of us were completely drenched! However, we were still remained in our position. It was more to we were having fun under the rain actually. Seriously wonderful. I can never forget that day. And once again, thanks yea Casper for being my 'raining' companion, haha *winks! Try again some other time? And catch a cold together? HAHA! Hilarious!
But of all those, i prefer the climax better. Due to our playfulness, we became the center of attraction from the spot we were chilling at ECP to the M level in the library. Everyone were looking at us. To their amazement or perhaps to their horridness? i, myself have no idea about that. But who cares, as long as we enjoyed our doings to the fullest, so why bother, true? HAHA!
Camwhoring at ECP, lol! haha
Look at Casper, feel like smacking her face eh? HAHA =b
I seriously will try ALL MEANS to AVOID myself from standing beside her ever again!
Hmph! haha.. i just hate seeing the height difference! grr! haha
And WE WERE DRENCH!
Back to our Uniform. And i look retarded there!
Sadly, that person looks better! GRRAAAH! haha
People, buy the comb. It's more popular compared to that hair gel.
Seriously, the gel is in NO GOOD condition. so CHOOSE THE COMB INSTEAD! (:
Hahaha! Someone caught candid, LOL!
Like there is a saying, revenge is sweet, siaaan! haha!
I think i'm more cuter than that person below, LOL! haha
Yea, true enough the person above is not that cute if compared to the one above her, HAHA!
LOL! (peace no war! haha)
hahaha! Mental disorder? No need any further explanation, yea? haha
What about today?
Uhmm, wasn't feeling that good early in the morning, as usual. Because of some certain things, which I'm not gonna mention. But no worries, it was more to what i was feeling. So nothing big actually, haha.
p/s: Friendship still carry on at all times, right? uhmmm... i hope.
My head is getting more and more stirred up by the day. So right after work, Both BF and Rafi picked me up from the library and we headed ECP for some cycling activity. The atmosphere at that point of time was fantastic. Especially when the green and blue came together, being as the background. It seemed like it was emitting a romantic kind of feeling to us all, woooh! I'm just in love with both greeneries and the ocean. They are one of those best thing you can ever find in this world. What is more, blue has always been my favourite. So it explains the reason why I've always been eyeing on beaches. haha
Unlike other usual days, i was more quieter today. A lot of things were running through my mind. Confusion, dilemma, guilt, etc seemed to taunt me that i had to hasten my hearts out! Fortunately danger wasn't on my side. If not, I'll be dead meat, definitely! However, on a brighter note, i felt much at peace there after. Felt like going for a cycle at least once a week. Anyone nice care to join? (: Do tell me! (=
It was one hell of a tiring day today, having to cycle from East coast Beach to Changi Beach with 32km in total, within approximately 3 hours. Even so, it was terrific! I love it!
What a pleasant and romantic place to chill at, ahhhhhhhhhh! ;)
Yea, i'm ALONE! the guys were way behind, playing the monkey bars! HAIYA!
haha!
Dont bother the hair! All thanks to my dearest MRwind! hmph! haha
MRbf was kind enough to take that pic for me, teeehee.
Thanks sweetheart :)
MRrafi caught sight of this. A rock with heart shape.
What a sweet thing as a gift! I want nothing for my birthday EXCEPT THAT!
So you people better go and search for it somewhere at ECP, BEFORE 27TH JANUARY! haha lol!
Dearest babyboy (:
I HATE that psp! grr! haha
The moment we reached Changi from ECP, haha (:
IF ONLY THOSE TWO GUYS KNOW HOW TO SLOW DOWN AND KEEP ME COMPANY ALL THE TIME WITHOUT TALKING ABOUT SOME RANDOM GUY STUFFS WHICH IM NOT FAMILIAR WITH AT ALL, THEN IT'LL BE GOOOOOD AND BETTER! hahahah LOL! =P
GFs, i seriously neeeeed to meee you! When can we meeeeet? There are lots of things i wanna confessss! Please give me the date of our meeting! i DONT mind coming down to your school and be the man! I seriously wanaaaaaa meeet you girlsss!!!! I just cant stop myself from thinking of you people!!!!! SEEEE how siaaaan my language is at this paragraph! Thus, it very showwwwws how much i wannaaaa seeee you girlsssss!!! URGENT MATTER YOU KNOW! apart from the missing presence's part la! haha LOL! ----- mentang2 satu-satu dah ada pakwa, lupakan org kat sini la! hmph! pakwa, pakwa.. girlfriend, girlfriend okay! LAIN STORY BOOK TAU! hahaha LOL!
Apepon, takecare ye! and all the best for both of your studies! i love you and much misses! (:
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