What if you were to have a very good friend, a friend who is always there whenever you're in need, a friend who always put a smile on your troubled face, basically a friend whom you adore so much as just a friend, you then have to let him/her go at the very next minute. In which it was for the sake of your Love one.

I then asked a friend if he/she were to be in the position, what will be his/her next steps. He/she then replied that kinda thing shouldn't be happening in the first place. And the Love one has no right to do such a thing. After which, he/she summed up, he himself/she herself has no idea what to do.

Well, after much thinking, i shall make a point to just stop everything here. Since i've successfully been silence for the past 2 weeks, that very well means, it can be prolonged till forever, till the end of time. In addition, its not only for the sake of the Love one's happiness, also for everyone. For the friend and the one around him/her. Well, thats the least i could do for his/her friend, for my own gender.

All im hoping now is to be strong enough to let go of everything without looking back once again. Even if SMSes of helps were to be received, i still have to be firmed and pushed it aside. Even if it slams me real hard. I'm sorry.

I believe in karma. What goes around comes around. And what goes up must come down. I don want us to suffer in our future due to our present mistakes. Takecare. When i say takecare, i very well mean it.

Take care (dictionary) : Be careful, prudent, or watchful
Takecare (MYtionary) : Care for yourself like how you care for your love ones Cos i care for you and want you to take good care of yourself.. for me.. for everyone around you. especially your Love one. Bcos in order to take care of them, you have to take good care of yourself first.

Anyway on a brighter note, working for the past 4 days was alright. Im getting use to it by the day. Even though it was kind of tiring, having to stand for 8 hours everyday, still it was fun. Yea, all thanks to the Aunty pomoters. And not forgetting the supervisors. Their warm personality really put me in a comfortable state. Seriously, i feel at ease while doing my work. Maybe thats the reason why i tend to enjoy it by the min. Those customers whom ive dealt with for the past 4 days were really hillarious. Yea, we talked and joked around. Basically im happy with my job. But somehow, i thought of working only for this month since ive many other chores to do at home. What's more before the holiday, i'm really hopping to drop by the library everyday to do some readings. However, the aunty promoters persuaded me to carry on not only till the end of Feb but even after ive started schooling, as a part-timer there. piang ahh! haha Well yea, im close to them. While waiting for the customers and all, ill talk to them and we'll joke around throughout the waitings. Thats the reason why i find it enjoyable doing my job, haha! Seriously without those aunties, life in the Isetan will definitely be dull and mundane, thanks aunties! haha (:

Im attracted to this Hilly bag. Yes, i prefer leather bags to fashionable bags. That explains why i dont prefer Guess bag that much. Yes, i prefer Bonia and Gucci the best! Serious! (:
And the best thing is, the hilly promoter is helping me out by giving me her 50% off for that hilly bag! Yay! So all i have to pay is just $60 for that $120 bag, woohoo!! (:

Im so gonna get it man! I have to! haha.. cos i seriously in love with it! My ONLY eye-candy! haha.. That hilly bag! Yay (:

Anyway, im sure most of you wanna see my BANGS right? Especially my GFs. Elfyee has been telling me how much she wanted to look at it. Cousin said i looked good in it LIKE FISHBALL! ishk! So contradicting. Good like Fishball. hahaahahahha! Cute eh she? haha (: Shall post it up now. Wait, promise me NOT TO LAUGH UPON VIEWING IT! hahahaha lols!


Thats the first day of work with dear Tini. Sadly, she has now resigned! all the best to you darling!
Meet up soon okay! (: Gonna miss you much lar! Burung time bila? hee


Darling BF picked me up from my first day of work (:
Heading to City plaza for Mummy's belated birthday celebration.
Thanks Mummy for the food (:


On the way to the carpark. And oh yah, i was without any cosmetics at that point of time. haha (:

Seriously, i find make ups a CHORE! And dont ever talk to me about make ups. Cos i vowed not to wear it any more! (:

Ain:
You.. i tknk pakai make up lagi tau.. natural lagi better.
BF:
Thats my girl.

LOL! hahahaha (:

I need a rest today. Seriously in need of it. The next off day will be this coming Monday. Luckily my supervisors are malay. Or else, i'd not get any off day on Aidiladha, phew! (: Thanks to both Kak Maznah and Kak Hasani, hee (:

Anyway, Bf is coming later, woohoo. I better get going and get ready with my cookings, haha. Takecare! (:
Oh wait, i havent get my shower yet, LOL!

Till we meet again! TakeCare! (: