It has been two days since BF left me for Beijing.
Without him by myside is like the beach without the sea.
Seriously, im missing him to the very bits of pieces.
If only i have the chance, i definitely will thoroughly assail that Beijing in both physically and emotionally.
After which, i shall save my beloved BF from the violence of that vicious Beijing!
Yea! World war gonna start between Ain and Beijing! Absolutely, the Hero shall be the upmost winner.
I shall then take that Beijing away to the sky just like how Ultraman always do to his defeated rival! he he he!

SISkaseh:
Abang Hilmi happy-happy dengan Beijing dia, akak kat sini macam paham la!

BASKETBALL sungguh adik aku yang satu ni! hish! haha

Have my heart and eyes on the only you, you and you (:
The ultimate one! =)

FOUR DAYS MORE TO HIS COMEBACK!
EXCITED TO THE MAX! (:

P/S: FULL MOON this time round dosen't have any effect on me. Cos you're the only full moon to my heart. Without you, not even the FULL MOON can full my heart content, come back soon dear love!

Di mana jua kita berjalan,
di situ lah dugaan kian saling mendatang.
biarpun siang, mahupun malam,
tidak mungkin ia dapat dihalang.

bagaikan bulan dan bintang,
selalu bersama, walau jauh jaraknya.
namun, diterangi oleh cahaya yang sama.
umpama ketawa bersama, menangis bersama.
tampak sungguh mesra, walau jauh jaraknya.

Namun,
hari demi hari,
setiap saat berlalu pergi,
ikatan kian terputus jua.
bulan menghilangkan diri, entah ke mana.
bintang menyepikan diri, tidak kembali.
langit hitam kebiruan tanpa cahaya.
seolah-olah menangis menyaksikan haluan mereka.
ibarat seperti layang-layang terputus talinya.
Lantas, selamat tinggal menjadi penamatnya.
Buat selama-lamanya.

Namun, bukankah itu namanya kehidupan? Kehidupan bagi manusia seperti kita? Di satu saat, kehidupan bagaikan di atas kayangan, penuh dengan cahaya kegembiraan. Namun di saat yang lain pula, hidup akan tiba-tiba terjunam ke bawah, hilang segala kenikmataan yang pernah dikecapi pada suatu ketika dahulu. Lantas, air mata menjadi saksi semua duka cita yang kian melanda. Sekali lagi, bukankah itu namanya kehidupan? Kehidupan bagi manusia seperti kita? (:

Namun begitu, di dalam setiap lara dan natijah itu, ada tersembunyi suatu kenikmatan di dalamnya. Hanya bergantung kepada keyakinan dan semangat seseorang itu mengharunginya.

p/s: i wish you both the best in everything you do. Especially you, lil sister. I know you're strong enough to go through all this. I've been in your position once. I failed to overcome those hurdles. And it actually led me to failure. I dont wish you to follow my steps. Cos ure stronger than me, in both mentally and physically. i believe in you. I very well do (:
Takecare, sayang (:

And sayang, rmbr when i used to break down due to relationship problems, you were there, attending to all my needs. You were the one, shedding my tears, telling me to be strong. You were the one, tapping me to sleep with your arms holding me tightly close to you. Your motivations and encouragements really moved me that i found comfort and ease in you. You're the pillar of my strength, my motivator and my true friend. My very role model despite how young you are. Like i always conclude, your thingkings are actually way mature than me. So please, let go and let god guide you. You very well know how much we all love you, don't you? (: Months more to your major exam, worry not, i'll be there for you! Always! (:

And to you guys who have a strong dislike towards my little sister, let me remind you something, you can go on hating her, hate her all you wish. BUT one thing for sure, the thinking of bringing her down will definitely BE TO NO AVAIL! because, I, being her ELDER sister will make sure she'll be just ALL RIGHT in whatever situation she's in. And if you have some unsettled probs with her, why dont spur your guts and confront me instead? I've NO problems attending to MORONS like you guys for the sake of my lil sister. COS one thing im sure is you guys need some MOTIVATIONAL TALKS from me for having the jealousy towards kaseh, whom i'm supposed is popular and well-known to most teenagers throughout singapore! (:

Yes, shes NOT only my little sister, shes my life and my everything. THE MUSIC OF MY HEART! so, if you're dealing with her, IT VERY WELL MEANS YOU'RE DEALING WITH ME TOO! So, i hope this EASY-READ piece of note can EASILY get into your empty EASY head. I've been keeping quiet for a long time and i no longer can hold on to the shits you guys keep hurling on her! SO, get this clear!