I'm back once again, yay! (:
First and foremost, i shall wish all Muslims a Happy Aidil Adha. May happiness be with all of you yea (:

Today's the other break for me. After today, its gonna be my long long hectic days with Isetan crews, hoho. Guess what, i just knew that my OFFICIAL off day is on EVERY monday. Thus, i will still be given a saturday off since today's holiday isnt used as the public holiday for me. Instead as my off day. haha Gonna meet Sharon the HR manager tomorrow. Sadly, i lost my locker key. Darn! Hopefully, its not gonna be big for the replacement. Small money please! =D I'm running out of money! SERIOUSLY. haha =D

However on a brighter happier note, Jenny the Hilly bag's promoter will be ordering my Hilly leather bag this coming Tuesday. So it means ill be getting it around nex week, Yay! Im just too excited for it. Like seriously! You know, that hilly bag is my ONLY eye-candy there. Yes, that Hilly bag and NOT guys! =))

Unfortunately, i was instructed by the supervisor to do the cashiering duty this coming Wednesday, GOSH! Me, being the cashier? That is so not me! haha. But seriously, im scared! Even if i were to hear the word 'Cashier' itself, my facial muscles will tend to twitch nervously. So tell me, how on earth am i gonna do it good? ishk! So i sounded out my fears to the Aunty Promoters and even the Supervisor herself. I told them how scared i was and what if there were a shortage after the balancing and all, LOL!

The supervisor then laughed at me. She even said that i was funny! Siow! She then spurred my confidence by telling me that both she and the other supervisor have faith in me. pandai je kalau nk amik hati org tau! lol! Haiya! I thought stationing in ladies handbags can twart me away from cashiering duty. Sadly, i was wrong. Seriously wrong! Gladly, even the aunty promoters helped to boost my confidence level. Especially Aunty Angela. Her words are seriously soothing and comforting. I hope i'll do it with full force and heedful this coming Wed, Insyaallah. Seriously, i need to do my homework before the day arrive. Maybe by using a dummy machine, haha! Shall jot down both the initial and the eventual procedure for it. But still, im scared! Oh well, since that's gonna be my first time, i shall not mind the scoldings that im sure ill definitely get. Cos without those scoldings, i will never even to near perfect. All the best to me, hehs!

Anyway, Boyfriend is flying off to Beijing this coming Saturday. Worst, my off day has already been changed. Thought of meeting him the day before he leave. But sadly, i cant. Hais. And more worst, im on late shift this week. So tell me, how on earth can we meet before we temporary go seperate ways, hais! Well, thats life, isnt it? Every single thing in Everything, has to be sacrificed for our own good. No wonder there is a saying says, Love is to Sacrifice.

Thought of visiting Dee's mum on the 15th. Hopefully, everything will go on smoothly. This is the reason why i detest working under people. You'll seem to have no life and no freedom! Its like everything is already fixed for you. Fixed by other people. By your superior. Especially when having to work on shift. Oh well, again, that is life. In order to survive, we have to overcome those willingly no matter how unpleasant it can be. All i can do now is to take this as an experience for future. Who knows this can actually benefits me later on.. in 5 to 10 years down the road, in the near future (:

A clench of goals and aims.

I think i rambled too much today, hehs!
Till we meet again.
=))

p/s: it seems that my tries are to no avail. Somehow, it seems hard to let go than hold on. Please play your part and help me out. I no longer can uphold the game. Its time for me to retire and breathe the breeze once again.. like how i used to 4 years ago. Dear Allah, please cleanse my heart and let me lead a peaceful life. In which, also for the sake of their and evryone's happiness, Amen (:

B & D. maybe?
Away from any C.
Goodbye MSN! (:
Takecare, hee



DEAR dec 13, i plead you not to take my love away. For his departure is my departure, (:
don think bukan2... when bf is away, means i will be away also laa..
while hes busy with his holiday, i shall make myself busy with my work too.. haha..
LOL! (:



p/s: Pejamkan matamu, aku tetap di sisi.