To Nur Elfirawaty:
Like what you have said, you felt that we're drifting apart. I too, felt the same way. Ever since the start of my papers, we no longer stay in contact. We no longer keep in touch. We no longer ask each other out. We no longer have the midnight calls. Even when you are now encountering problems, i am not there standing by you. Im not there as your listening ear. I felt bad being a friend. We once promised to be by each other's side through thick and thin. But where was I? Remember during our Raya outing when i was down with tears and sadness, you were the one standing by me. You were the one effortly trying to win my rights. You did everything for me. You were always there when i needed you the most. Always, always there for me. As for now, when you need someone badly, a friend to gain your rights, where am i? I'm not there with you. Truly, I apologise for everything. You know how much i miss you, don't you? I wish i was always there by your side hearing out each and every of your problems. I wish i could be the one calming you down. I wish i could be the one craving a smile on your face. I hope and i pray to see a happy-go-lucky Elfyee once again with a wide charming smile she has always been. I really really do miss you. So much. So much that not even words can describe it.

To Diyana:
Im sure you know how much i really miss your presence, dont you? I once cried infront of you when we coincidently met. Eversince the start of our new life, we seldom meet. We seldom talk. We seldom share everything with each other like how we used to before. Despite that, deep down our heart, we knew that our hearts are forever closed to each other. You're busy with your things while im busy with mine. And all along i knew that you want me to concentrate on my studies first before the party once again begin. However, i rarely give you a beep, whats more a call asking your day. Inadvertently, im sure i wasnt there when you were all alone having problems of your own. Whenever we coincidently meet, you'll tell me the probs you had encountered days before. You were all alone mending them to be right. Where was I? i wasnt there with you. There was a time when i cried buckets. I was down with great sorrows. You were there, we coincidently met at pasiris inter and you calmed me down. You hugged me. And you wiped my tears away. I then asked myself where was i when you needed me the most? Truly, i apologise for the things i did to you. I really miss you alot. Alot!