I seriously didnt noe what came into me yesterday. Perhaps, viewing someone's blog somehow made me felt left out. Well, after some reflection i did when i woke up today, i finally came up with a solution which is to hand everything to the righteous one. As it seems to be useless if i were to do anything. Cos eventually, it'd be just like me fighting a losing battle. Oh well, no point saying all this. haha, seriously, i have to change back to my own self. The happy-go-lucky girl who is full of craps inside, hehs!

Anyway, was supposed to go for an interview the day before. Recieved the email from the starhub line. Initially i was quivering all over with excitement. Got everything ready. Printed out the form and all. I then called the people-in-charge asking them how the interview will be like. Learnt the starhub background and all. But then, while on the way there, i instantly backed off from it. Somehow, i didnt feel like working. I mean, i wanna work and get paid. But there is something inside of me, urging me not to carry on with that intention.
Well, before the start of the freedom day, i told myself, i shall make good use of this holidays. Since due to the examinations, i hardly engaged myself in reading the history of Islam. Ayah has been telling me to rehearse my readings and to read all the books he has in his shelf. But i ignored his says and promised myself i'll start everything back once ive done with the papers. On the other hand, ibu persuaded me to work, lol! Not only ibu but siskaseh, uncle and grandad too. Haha, the reason is simply because, if i work, they will recieve some money from me. $200 for ibu and $50 each for the rest including ayah. And ill be left with $500. Just like the previous year. haha.. But, i dont think it'd be the same again this year.

However, ive promised both Tini and Hajar to go down for an interview at Parkway's Isetan tomorrow. Since ive made a promise, i shall carry on with the intention and if i get, i shall work there for like a month. And if i dont, i shall continue with ayah's wishes and my very own plan which is to do research about Human Nature. Especially the things inside of us. Seriously, im interested in all those. Moreover, my clever MRbf has been asking me to do a report about somthing to do with human beings. LOL! yeah, basically ive to reseach on that FOR HIS REFERENCE, haha! Nahh, not something dirty. Its something natural which everyone knows but somehow it is hardly being questioned. Yea, basically its a knowledge thing. Cos apparently, i myself are interested in knowing those things too (:

And oh, believe it or not, ive just played Counter Strike. hehs. BF borrowed me his Maxtor, asking me to transfer all the game datas into my computer. Yea, miraculously, i got addicted to it that somehow it irritates Siskaseh. Cos i tend to shout and scream while playing the game. You tell me who'll not get agigated when the enemies are just right infront of you, and u have no where to hide or make urself being unseen by them?! gr!! Furthermore, im someone who is just a BEGINEER in getting myself involve in these such games. Yea, true enough, im not a game maniac. Cos i simply hate games. To me, i'd rather do something meaningful than playing games. But since boredom sets in, i told myself why not try something new. And in addition, BF who once detests blogging has now seems to FALL GREATLY IN LOVE with blogger. So that is one of the reason why i wanted so much to engage myself with games. hehs! BUT, ironically, i still HATE psp! haha!

And, something really stunned me greatly. Yea, all i could do was only stare, open-mouthed.
MRBF discreetly compiled all my pictures into catogaries, which mainly are ''Tudung'', ''Non-Tudung'', ''Family'', ''Friends'' etc. And more surprised, some of the pictures he has in his maxtor , i couldnt at all recall when i had took all those. Really. haha.



All were neatly organised by that special someone, amazing! (:



Seriously, those pictures were taken from back then, while i was still in my lower secondary life (:



Yea, basically, he secretly took all my pictures from either my blog or friendster to compile them up here. haha



He surely have taken the pictures from both my cousin and sister's blog and friendster. haha!



Memoriable stuffs to reminisce back the olden days. And BF has done this special favour for me UNKNOWINGLY.
aww! (:



Sweet ehh! Yes, this 'together' folder consists all of our pictures from 4 years back till now (:

Seriously amazing! i myself do not have that sum of pictures in my documents. Haha, thanks darling boyfriend.
Ahhhhhhhhh...
IM SO IN LOVE WITH MY BABY BOY LAR!! (:
hehe (:



its better for me to take a step back and say goodbye.
cos i somehow have lost the faith in us. Like i say, people come and go.
That is life. Gonna end it with a smile and seal it with a farewell remark.