I broke down while reading your post.
My eyes should be glittered with tears of joy.
However, it didnt. Instead, my head instantly shook with sadness.

You are so good to me. Too good to be true. Sometimes i wonder if im living in my own world of fantasy. Reminiscing the past has led me to tears. I wasnt a good girl to you. I left you all alone stranded in your own lonesome world. I never bear a single thought for you. I let feelings for others grew in me. I allowed myself to entangle in another knot, leaving you unaccompanied.

Nevertheless, you are still and forever there for me. I was blind. So blind that i cant seem to see ur faithfulness, ur sincerity, ur love towards me. Only now then i started to feel everything. Everything of your feelings for me.

Thanks, Thanks for everything. Seriously, i'm out of words. I really have no any idea on how to repay ur kindness. All i can say is just a simple thanks. In which i hope you can see and feel my sincerity in it; My earnest feelings for you.

In truth, those past years where all tears and smiles we underwent together has really made me stronger. In both mentally and physically. I hope in years to come, our love will surge and substantially fortified the ties. May we stay forever in bliss (:

Im eagerly yet patiently waiting for 5 more years to be legally and truly yours (:

p/s: like what we have planned, we'll bear our own kids once i reached 24 (:

Hilmi:
Lets have kids when you reached 24.

Ain:
Taknak! at that age, i should be in uni. Camne nk ada anak kalau tengah skola? 29 can?

Hilmi:
Boleh start a family sambil schooling kan?

Killing two birds with one stone yea? ;-)


Darling, you know what, u are not only just a bf to me, but ure more than that. Ure a brother, a friend, a companion, a listening ear, a buddy and everything u are, u are all to me. Sincerely, i love you, the says from the bottom of my heart (: