Aku serba salah.

It is a suffering knowing that your precious one are having a conflict among themselves.
It is hurting when you get to know that your GFs and BF are not in good terms with each other.
It is depressing when each of them has their own judgement.
It is saddening knowing that they are now hating each other.

And its more PAINFUL when they are your precious one!

Guys, you people always say how much you care for me.
That this type of things, u tried not to involve me in due to my examinations.
But to think of it again, i'll still be in the middle of this wreck. As he's my boy and they're my girls. Whats the point of not getting me involve when at the end of the day, its me who'll be in this dilemma's state? Worst, you people very well know that you guys are my treasure. The music of my heart. How is the music supposed to tune melodiously without you guys with me?
It is so gonna be bust up!

No, im not angry nor im starting to hate you guys. But i really cant bear this pain. It really suffers me real bad. REAL BAD!

im not allowed to noe anything.
im not allowed to get involve in this thing.
worst, im not allowed to do everything.
Dont ever mention about Os to me.
Cos im starting to hate it!
Maybe its a mistake retaking it again.
I might as well just be thankful with what i got for the previous results and go with the flow even though thats NOT what i wanted if it eventually leading me to get drifted from you guys!

Yang dikejar tak dapat, yg dikendong berciciran, hais!