Someone embarrassed me today. Well, it wasn't a negative one though.
Yet, i am still ashamed up till now. Yes, up till this very moment! How could i mistook his gesture?! Not only that, the way he watched things as well!
Firstly, i whispered the 3 words to his ear. He then knocked his helmet against mine. At that moment, i thought he was replying the 3 words to me too. Soon after that, he turned his head to the right. And i thought he was trying to look at me. So yea, i was being very touched at that point of time.
However, once we reached Marine Parade, he told me about my hands being the hindrance to him. He was trying to look at the blind spot when i pointed my fingers to the front and told him to concentrate on his riding, lol! And worst, the knock was to actually signify me to move towards my back a little. Tell me, how could i not get embarrassed?! haha. So i told him about my initial thinkings. He then immediately laughed his ass off! And more to that, the three words i whispered to him wasn't being heard at all! Well, i supposed that should be due to the gusty wind which has flown my voice away through the air! Gr! haha
Well anyway, today's celebration was really an eventful day of my life. Since working is starting soon and definitely will take up my 26th Dec, we decided to celebrate our 5th Anniversary today, as an advance celebration.
As promised, the baby boy took me from home. The initial plan was to have lunch at Pasir-ris Park. Astonishingly, he rode me to Changi Beach! It was absolutely shocking. It really took me by complete surprise! Yes, i was that amazed! haha! You know, it has been eons since i took the air at Changi beach. So, the moment i reached there, i twirled myself around, skipping happily and inhaled the fresh air so deeply that i kind of felt like i was high with ecstasy. Hehs! Yea, it was such a joyful moment for me!
So we started off by dishing out the Bake rice. It was my own recipe which i somewhat got the idea from Pizzahut's. SISkaseh commented it was delicious. However the rice tasted a bit plain for MRbf. A pinch of salt should be added in next time. Maybe with some essence too. Oh well, it seems that butter itself doesn't really do the trick. Well, from this, it can be inferred that SISkaseh prefers plain kind of foods which is definitely more healthier. UNLIKE MRbF! haha.
You should learn to take in healthier foods next time, Love! It's all for your own good! (:
Dessert was then served just right after we were done with the bake rice. Chocolate Mousse. It was simply delectable. Seriously, we finished it up despite just having the bake rice before it, haha! And oh not forgetting, that someone was being very thick-skinned today. Even before i could actually tell him about my surprise gift for him, he instantly took the red heart box the moment he saw it and opened it up without hesitation.
''Ni mesti for me kan?'' LOL! haha! How adorable, hehs!
The reason why MRbf wants me so much to LOSE weight. Approximately about 10kg!
Even though i dont feel the need to, LOL! Well, maybe im made of babats! So, prolly he intends to get those babats to be converted into MUSCLES.
Oh well, spare me just A YEAR MORE, and i'll assure you that it'll turn into reality, okay sayang? Haha!*But then again, i guess losing SOME kgs would be just fine! 50kg before March, insyaallah* (:
And seriously i need to grow! And im very certain that i am now still growing!
;50kg, standing at the height of 166cm, hopefully (:[Wait, would i be seemed like some kind of papan with those measurements? Err..]
Whatever it is, im thankful with what i am right now. Minus off the fact that i would always complain about me getting fatter after a meal. Haha! Prolly, thats the MAIN reason why BF wants me so much to shed the excess kg, so that no more of such complains would arise before him. HAHA
Ain:
I gemuk ehh?
Bf & Rafi:Takkkk!! Gemuk dengan Berisi LAAIIIIIINN!LOL! Seriously Lol! haha
The gifts which i dedicated them to him.
Well, BF wasnt really pleased with me for stitching the ''
EMI
EYN'' and the
''Heart shape'' thingy.
Not because he didnt like it, but because i didnt get my proper sleep for the whole of three days.
Apart from that, he loves it so much!
Am i right, darling BF? (:A week before, i was all alone, lying on my bed, gazing at the stars through the window.
I was thinking about my future at first, the things i'm gonna get myself involve in and where i would be in 5 years down the road, also the things i should do to realise those dreams. Basically i led myself in a critical foreseeing. Suddenly, Bf's look projected in my mind. How we used to have a whole lot of arguments btween us. How it prolonged till a week or so. And those umpteen break ups that seemed to be like a usual routine to us before. Thankfully everything has now resolved. No more of such cases even though quarrels still do takes place.
Reflecting all those sorrows in the past brought me to a conclusion that relationships are not meant to take advantage of. It still need to be nurtured with care and love even after you have gotten yourself involve in it. In which it all comes from great patience and passion. That is when eternity takes place. Just like the Stitches i did. That actually signifies my love for him. It takes patience to do it. Requires a lot of time. Even though there are other things you have to deal or prioritise on, relationship should still be maintained. That same goes for stitching. You have to sleep, take your meals, do your usual works but stitching still has to go on in order to finish it up. You may have the feeling of giving up while in the process of completing it but if you are determined enough, no matter how long it takes, with passion and patience, it will still be completed. Also, in relationship, you can never get away from the feeling hurt and sorrows, just like stitching, at times, you will hurt yourself, you can even bleed your own fingers. Those are the stumbling blocks you have to go through. Basically like there is a saying, with efforts and determination come success (:
Well, i believe Relationship matters is not the only referral to the above stated. But to other things as well. Mainly education, working, friendship, marriage, family ties etc. Patience and Passion are the vital things that need to be considered in order to achieve success, other than Efforts and Determination (:
Thus, that is the reason why i chose stitching as the this year's anniversary gift.
To my dearest bf, after you have read my surprised explanation, i hope you will shrug off the anger towards me for brushing off my proper rest. You know i love you loads. And I know you hold the same feelings for me too (:So after which, we headed down to Downtown East and watched Madagascar again! Hehs. That movie is simply superb. So any of you who haven't watch it yet, go and get yourself a break by catching that lovable movie!
And believe it or not, I CRIED AGAIN, despite it was my 2nd time watching. And to top it all up, i cried even worst. Beads of tears were
gushing down my cheecks every now and then, that bf had to hug me tight and let me cry on his shoulders, hehs! (: Well, sometimes not bringing tissue can turn out as an advantage to girls! haha! Especially girls like me, the emotional one. Haha!
[wait! i did that to my BF only, apart from my sis, cousin and gfs hehs!]And oh ya, i spotted a pretty lady in downtown. Shes one of the ticketing person. Yea, she worked there. I immediately went to her to get the movie tickets. Shes pretty! Sweet and lovable! SERIOUSLY! However, BF commented that she is ONLY cute. No! for me, shes pretty! And its REALLY hard for me to say a girl is pretty cos i have HIGH EXPECTATIONS on the word ''pretty''. AND that girl is PRETTY! seriously! haha..
if.. if i were a guy, Shes the one i will choose and woo! hehs! ok thats lame.BUT SERIOUSLY SHES PRETTY!!!! (:
Bf:You nak jadi apa? pretty ke cute ke apa?Ain:I nak jadi sweet. cos sweet is forever even if i turn crinkle. Pretty is just a temporary thing in life. and cute is adorable but ugly.LOL! hahahaha
Since i very much wanna witness how Marine Parade ISETAN'S sales assistance do their work, i prompted BF to bring me there. I was glad that the place is huge
(even though that wasn't my first visit, lol). Seriously, it is huge. Thus, i supposed it will be an advantage for me! Since the place is huge, i can jolly well arrange and do my task from one place to another with the clock ticking by the minute! Im sure you know how fast time flies, dont you? hehs! (: Well, actually the main motive was to examine how those workers do their job and thankfully, in a way, ive learnt alot during my visit. Also, what kinda uniforms are given to them and what kind of shoe should be used. Yea, i really checked from top to bottom. Not only that, i walked about the place for numerous times just to get myself familiarise with the surrounding. Hehs! Basically, i was doing my homework! haha. Yea, im starting my work at Marine Parade Isetan this coming Monday, together with Tini. Yay! Haha.
''Wah, my 1st job last time, wasnt like that.. i just go, what work i have, i just do''
Quoted from bf's blog, LOL! hahahaha
Apart from Kawasaki Ninja, i have my eyes on this Honda bike with REPSOL written on it.
Yes, seriously im in love with this bike. And whenever i witness this bike before me, i will instantly turn high. Really high! hahaha.. higher than the mountains, deeper than the ocean, hahahah LOL!
Husna:Kalau kau naik bike.. mcm perempuan pakai baju kurung naik motor.GRRR!! hhahahahahahahahaha And seriously all of my friends stringently commented that I DON'T SUIT WITH BIKES! hahahah! STILL, I will NOT forgo that very dream of mine! Yea, a dream from ancient ago! =b
[tell me.. should i get the bike or the car license first? hmmm.. Again, im down with a confusion! ishk!]From Marine Parade, we headed down to Bedok Interchange since BF wanted so much to buy his High Cut shoe. Okay, i have to admit that BF's fashion taste is much better than mine even though he has never use it on himself. Sometimes, it really get me agitated when thinking of this. How on earth can my taste be worst than him?! Haiyah! So yup, he bought the shoe for 30 bucks. But seriously it looks expensive. But still, i adore his Nike High Cut shoe. As it existed the moment i got together with Bf. Yup2, that Nike High cut shoe shares the same age as Emieyn. Moreover, it costed him 300 bucks. Yup, 10 times more than the new one. BF, dont throw that shoe okay! Go and get it fix lahh! haha (:
After that, Bf rode me home. Home sweet Home! Yay! hahaha
Thanks for everything today darling. I love you! (:
AndAnd, all the best for your tomorrow's presentation!
Im sure all of your group's hardwork will pay off! (:
And to MRrafi, GET WELL SOON OKAY!
all the best for the presentation too! hee! =DD