I felt bad inside. Tears instantly welled up in my eyes the moment i heard the talk from an Ustat through the 94.2FM radio channel. Listened to it right after i did my subuh prayers, around 6am. According to that Ustat, Prophet Muhammad s.a.w never ever in his life held any grudges on peo, even if they were to curse and do harm to him. Withal, he actually prayed for their happiness and well-being, with sincerity. That was how devout Prophet Muhammad was. I wish and i pray to have the same genuine heart as him. But when i reflect again on myself, my eyes suddenly brimmed with tears. If, if only i could follow his steps, definitely, i can be a better person for tomorrow. Insyaallah.